
I’ve never told anyone this story, and I thought I never would. Not because I thought no one would believe me – hell – the life I lead now, too many implausible things happen as standard, to me and the people I work with.
No,
the reason why I’ve never wanted to talk about it is simple. I felt guilty;
guilty that I’m still walking around this godforsaken planet and they
aren’t. I’d burn up with shame to tell
anyone that I was there when it all happened, back then, nearly out of high
school. I lost my best pal Johnny
Wardynski and his girlfriend Stella, and I couldn’t do a thing to save either
of them.
I
don’t want to remember that damned awful day, and ninety-nine-point-nine
percent of the time I succeed. Most of
the time I’m a wise-cracking, smart-mouth hero, Captain Ochre of Spectrum, a
loveable rogue, (or so those sweet kick-ass Angels tell me), saving the world
from the Big Bad Mysteron plague.
Before that I was a cop: got my shield and more for busting up the more
down-to-earth scum in Detroit and Chicago.
They wanted to chain me to a desk after that – no way – too much time to
think.
So I
took what the World President offered, and I’ve been doing that ever since –
full tilt, putting myself – life and limb – on the line, (just like the other
guys I work with - don’t get me wrong, I’m hardly unique in doing so) and
off-duty skimming the line of good-sense by bedding one willing woman after another.
Some people
might say I’m over-compensating.
Hell,
they can say what they like. They don’t have to live with my memories.
The
only time it gets hard is right about now.
Halloween.
The
ghoul-fest - where we all dress up and try to scare the living daylights out of
one another, where we can behave like kids again, confronting all of our
deepest, darkest fears. Where we wait for the ghost or vampire or bogeyman to
come out of the closet, or up from the dark cellar, or the creaky attic. And,
when it doesn’t happen, we breathe a terrified, exhilarated sigh of
relief. Safe, but thrilled anyway.
But
sometimes – once in an orange, full, moon – something does happen.
Ironically,
maybe that’s why I take some of that over-compensation crap and really go for
it, inventing ever more crazy stunts to take my mind off the things that don’t
bear thinking about.
Anyway,
I’m veering way off track here. Let’s get back to the story.
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I was
seventeen, less than a year away from graduation at Dearborn High, and Mom said
if I didn’t buck up I was going to flunk out big-time.
The
wind was whistling all around our house that chilly October morning. Wet leaves
kept splattering against the window, making Mom look up from sifting
flour. She was baking again, and I
swear she thought we were a family of fifty-five, not four. Dad was at work,
despite it being a Saturday. He was a
grade-two engineer at the new auto-works at River Rouge, and he always took
overtime whenever it was offered. We were a long way from trailer trash, but
college fees cost the earth these days and Mom didn’t want my older brother to
get into financial trouble when he started out on his world-shattering career.
I was
sitting at the kitchen-counter in sweats, and digging into my bowl of
Wheaty-Flakes, just before I went off to my Saturday job, trying to feign
nonchalance but mentally biting my nails about broaching the subject of my trip
up north, next Halloween weekend.
Johnny
Wardynski had called me three days ago, and he had this dumb-but-great idea to
go somewhere and chill out, as we figured the neighbourhood was getting wise to
our particular brand of Trick or Treat; Mrs Pulaski and Mr Lee still hadn’t
forgiven us yet for last year.
I’d
spent the odd family vacation on the shores of Lake Huron, but neither of us
had been any further north than Pontiac, and Johnny thought it would be cool to
go up to the north Michigan shores, as there was a big Halloween festival on at
Traverse City. I wasn’t so sure, I wanted
to save all my hard-earned cash for my flying, but Johnny had a way of being
persuasive,
Wardynski
and I couldn’t have looked less alike if we tried. His shaggy, pale-blonde hair
and sea-grey eyes made him look more like a beach-bum from San Diego than
someone who hailed from Hamtramck.
His family
had moved across town to Dearborn two years ago, and he ended up in my class at
school, and we hit it off straightaways - probably something to do with having
the same twisted sense of humour. We
made a name for ourselves warpspeed at school as the Dynamic Duo,
pranks-a-specialty. Mom thought he was a bad influence on me, and his mom
thought ditto, and we didn’t just think we’d be friends for life, we knew it.
Mom’s
eyes flicked away from the windows and homed in on me, like she knew at that
exact moment what I was thinking, with uncanny knack all mothers had. She had that
look on her face and my stomach must’ve known knew she was going to start on
her favourite mantra because it dropped all the way to my knees. Two seconds
later my premonition was proved right.
“Richard,
I don’t understand what’s going on. If you don’t watch out you’re going to end
up working at Delancy’s hardware store for the rest of your life. Is that what
you really want?”
I
shrugged and continued to eat my breakfast, hoping she would drop it.
“I
don’t know where I went wrong with you. I mean, look at William, he’s doing so
well. He got wonderful grades this past semester –”
I
rolled my eyes. My older brother had reached the giddy pinnacle of his senior
year at the University of Michigan, and he never, ever spared me all the
details of life in Ann Arbor when he came back at weekends. Except this weekend
he wasn’t here, he was saving his energy for his latest girlfriend. He’d only last week gloatingly showed me a
virtual-holivid of her – just enough to make my raging hormones stand to full
attention.
“I’m
not Billy, never was, never will be,” I muttered.
She
stopped sifting, and leaned forward across the counter, brushing a strand of
hair that had escaped, across one ear.
“You
know,” she said in a softer voice, “you’re every bit as clever as he is, if not
more so, but you just don’t apply yourself. Perhaps if you spent less effort on
making those silly models and wasting your time sim-flying, you could do every
bit as well.”
Oh boy, here we go again, I thought.
“Hey,
you married Dad and he doesn’t have a fancy degree,” I shot back, regretting
the words almost as soon as they were out of my mouth.
Her
eyebrows lowered dangerously, and the softness in her face disappeared.
“Don’t
you smart-mouth me, young man! You’re not old enough that I can’t still give
you a whack to knock some sense into you.”
I
blew out a breath and muttered an apology, annoyed with myself, because that
outburst sure wasn’t going to help my case.
Still, I figured I might as well get her totally riled at me, so I took
a deep breath.
“Mom,
I won’t be here next weekend, I’m going up north with Johnny Wardynski.”
Her
face fell. “But Billy’s coming over and so is Great-Aunt Emma. Why do you suppose I’m baking all these
pies?”
Then
I felt like an ace jerk, but I couldn’t face Billy’s snide remarks and
gloating, and being cornered with Mom’s old aunt besides, with her usual
stories about her waterworks.
No, I
needed some space.
“It’s
all planned, we’re going,” I said in a firm, flat voice.
She
shook her head. “I just don’t understand you any more, Richard. But your dad
and I always promised we wouldn’t run either of your lives, so you’ll have to
find out things the hard way.”
Pleased
and a little surprised that she hadn’t made more of an argument of it, I ran
upstairs to collect my things for work. I still felt kind of bad for upsetting
her, but I’d meant what I said about Dad. He was so different from her, a
hands-on Joe, who liked making things. I guess I took after him, never happier
than when I was tinkering with an old motorcycle, or making my models from
scratch in polycarbonate and balsa. Mom
had never gone to college, but she was naturally clever-clever, one of those
people who could figure out what Einstein’s theories meant, for crying out
loud, and when she wasn’t cooking and baking and sewing, she had her head
buried in a book.
I
threw on my old leather jacket and, just before leaving my room, I couldn’t
resist fixing the last piece onto my latest model. All it needed was some black and silver paint and the logo of the
World Army Air Force to make the sleek little jet come alive.
I
grinned. One day I was going to fly one. I knew that too.
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“Man,
what do you mean all the motels are full?” I ranted at Wardynski down the
vid-phone.
“That
big Halloween festival must be attracting a lot of people. All the cheap rooms
are gone, there’s only a couple in Glen Arbor or Glen Lake left.” And then he
quoted a price that made my toes curl.
“No
way, Johnny – I can’t afford that, even if you are paying half. We’ll just have to cancel or sleep in back
of the truck.”
“Wait
a minute, I got something here on the ‘net. Shifting Sands Motel – hey, the
price is good, twenty-five bucks for a room, twin doubles. Availability page
says they still have some vacancies.”
“Where
is it?”
“Town
of the same name, little place, I guess, they only have the one motel.”
Shifting
Sands. I figured it wasn’t an unusual name for somewhere along the northwestern
shores of Lake Michigan, where the dunes sometimes topped four hundred feet
high in places.
“That’s
pretty cheap alright,” I replied. “They must have ghosts running around the
corridors scaring the guests.”
“Hey,
if it had ghosts it’d be ten times the price. Every loon in the State would be
running up there!”
“Well, let’s go for it,” I said. The weekend was coming up fast, and it was
too cold to camp out.
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Partly
out of guilt I tried to knuckle down to some homework the next few nights,
especially since Mom didn’t say another word about my trip. But, boy, it was
hard and I felt my eyes glazing over at my math problems. I mean, what was the point of being able to integrate trigonometric functions or factorise a quadratic
trinomial? How was that gonna help me fly a jet?
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Finally
the weekend came around, and I picked Johnny up at his folks’ place,
mid-morning. Old man Wardynski was at the bottom of the driveway picking up his
mail, and gave me a wave as I drove my truck in. I would have preferred two wheels and I swear my old Harley was
pouting at me when I left her all alone in the carport. I heard Johnny yelling
goodbyes to his mom through the front porch and then he came through the front
door with another body in tow, and then I knew why he’d wanted me to bring the
truck.
I
hadn’t seen Stella Martinez in six weeks, but it could have been six years in
the way she’d changed since coming back from her maternal aunt’s in Crete.
She’d always been a looker, courtesy of all the best physical attributes of her
Greek and Spanish heritage, but now - oh man!
She
was one hot tamale, designed to stop eighteen-wheelers in their tracks. She stood there in shaved-off jeans and a
skinny pink tank-top that showed her flat, bare, honey-coloured midriff, as if
it was the middle of summer, for crying out loud. I stared dumbfounded at her, and she gave me a sassy look and
licked her lips, like I was some popsicle she wanted to eat. I swallowed hard and felt my back prickle
with sweat.
I
decided to get riled instead, so I dragged Johnny away for two seconds, and
hissed low in his ear. “What’s the deal? I thought this was a ‘boys only’ trip:
you, me, a pick-up and a crate of beers, all the way to Lake Michigan?”
He
had the good grace to look apologetic. “Uh, sorry, man, but she just got back
off the flight yesterday, and she insisted she couldn’t bear to be without me
for another day.”
“Yeah, right, more like the other way
around, Wardynski. I can’t afford to rent another room just so you can canoodle
with Ms Aphrodite over there.”
“Hey, I promise, we’ll keep our hands off
each other, just for you,” he said, equally low. As if I was supposed to
believe that.
“She’s gonna catch her death wearing
that,” I commented, nodding my head in Stella’s direction.
Johnny
held up a floor-length afghan – coat, not hound – and grinned. “Yeah, Mamma Martinez said the same thing,
just before we left. Came barrelling out behind Stella clutching this, and there was a lot of
Mediterranean arm waving and shouting between the two of them. I didn’t catch any of it, mostly because
most of it was in fast-forward Greek, but I’ll bet there was something in it
about not disgracing the family name and coming back pregnant.” He slapped me
on the shoulder, “She felt better when I said you were coming along too.”
Yeah,
better than contraception. I didn’t think Mamma Martinez was that stupid.
I got
back in the truck and watched Stella sashay across the driveway. She got in, edging up just a bit too close
for my liking and waved her bag at me, some frothy confection with a gold tag
saying Lucci on it. Didn’t recognise
the make, but then my mom wasn’t in the habit of buying herself designer stuff,
she was more your ‘50%-off-sales-at-Hudson’s’ kind of woman.
“Hi
there, Ricky.” she said, flashing her inch-long eyelashes at me again. She pronounced it Rickee and I swear she did it on purpose just to yank my chain –
and she always succeeded.
Johnny followed her, slamming the door
shut.
“Okay,
Rick, let’s hit the wide open road,” he said with a happy grin.
Stella sidled back next to him. I breathed
a sigh of relief and hit the gas pedal.
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We
motored up I-75, cut across the state at Bay City onto Highway Ten and stopped
to fill up with grease at a Taco Bell in Clare. I took in lung-fulls of the air as we got out of the truck; it
felt totally different from the stuff in Detroit, where it was always heavy
with traffic fumes and industry. It
felt sparkling, like breathing in champagne, I guess, though I’d never had any
to judge by. The sky was the colour of
cornflowers and wispy clouds trailed across it, like hawk’s feathers.
I
joined Johnny and Stella to walk around to the restaurant entrance when
suddenly the calm was shattered by the sound of man-made thunder, and I
instantly scanned the sky, looking for the military jet streaking across the
blue. Spellbound, I followed it as far as I could, a lump in my throat, until
it was a black speck in the distance. I felt a playful punch on my shoulder and
turned to see Johnny grinning at me.
“You
look like someone who just lost the winning lottery ticket – you wishing you
were up there in that thing, fly-boy?”
“Yep,
I’d give up the Lions winning the Superbowl for the chance to zip one of those
babies across the open sky.”
Wardynski
gave me a funny look and I guess he had no idea what I was talking about, so I
tried to describe the feeling of being up in the air, even if it was only in
some little two-seater – with the feel of the controls in your hands – the
whole sky around you - the closest thing to wearing wings. He gave me a
cock-eyed grin.
“You’re plane-drunk, you know that?”
“Hooked,
I admit it. But my instructor told me I’m a natural. He said I should go for
it, joining the World Army Air Force, I
mean.”
“No kidding?
Wow, I didn’t realise you were that
far gone. No military life for me, I don’t fancy being sent to some strange
country with crap plumbing and weird food.
Anyway, I’m starving, so stop staring at the ceiling and let’s go eat.”
Just
before we set off again I went to the rest-room. When I came out my breath
hitched as I saw Stella blocking my way, just next to the ladies bathroom.
Before
I could sidle out, she curled up to me like a cat, her long hair, like ringlets
of whipped chocolate, brushing my cheek. She touched me on the chest, just
below my Adam’s apple. My stomach
dropped to my knees and my tongue stuck to the roof of my mouth as her finger
traced a feathery path of fire across my collarbone.
“My,
Ricky, you’ve grown some – again – and you’ve filled out nicely since I’ve been
away. Looks like Johnny has some competition.”
She
had to remind me. I was what they call
a ‘late-bloomer,’ a skinny runt in his early teens, who’d suddenly shot up when
he was beginning to despair he’d ever grow beyond the Robin-the-Boy-Wonder
stage. She smiled at me, her tongue
poking through her teeth, and her finger resumed its path, skimming over my
shirt and down across my stomach, “And you’ve been working out too, I like it.”
She moved even closer to me – if that was possible – while my heart-rate
rocketed. “T-Rick or Treat…” she
breathed huskily. “Same thing…I think.”
I finally hauled my tongue off my teeth and
found my voice, pulling her hand away at the same time. “Jesus, lay off,
Stella, willya? Let’s get something straight. You’re Johnny’s girl, Johnny’s my
best friend, so – no way, okay?”
“Don’t
get your pants in a twist, fly-boy,” she said, and her eyes crinkled up with
laughter. “I don’t mind you both sharing me.”
She
turned on a spiked heel and I tried not to watch her swaying behind as she
waltzed off back to Johnny. I could
feel my face flush, cursed my hormones silently and wondered if I’d survive
this trip with my sanity intact.
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We
hit the road again and the miles rolled by to the hard, blunt, tones of Sheryl
Crow on the classic oldies channel. The
sun was diving into a molten sky when we finally rolled into Shifting Sands. As
I passed the city limits sign, which was scrawled through with a jagged red
line – graffiti probably – and I got a prickle all the way from my scalp to my
toes and my fingers jerked involuntarily on the wheel. I figured I must have
been more tired than I thought.
“Oh
boy,” Johnny said. “The main drag doesn’t have much going for it.”
He
had a point. There was a sign for Ham’s Friendly Tavern – the Lakefront Store –
and several clapboard houses. A couple
in their fifties raked their yard of leaves, and stared up at us as we passed,
as if they were thinking: ‘strangers in
town’. A collie-mix mutt with a torn left ear, lifted a leg at a
streetlight and looked at me as if to say, “It’s
my town, mister, I’ll do what I like’.
“Well,
there sure isn’t a lot of Halloween joy going on in this place,” I agreed.
“Unless you count that pile of half-chewed pumpkins back there.”
“If I
knew you were going to bring me to a dump like this, I would have stayed at
home,” Stella whined between us.
Yeah, maybe that would have
been a good idea, I thought.
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The
Shifting Sands Inn was the last building before the lakeshore; obviously the
franchises didn’t get this far up onto Lake Michigan. I parked the truck in the lot and stared in the mirror at the
ochre-coloured sand, and the line of fire-lit water beyond the edge of the
two-storey motel block.
I jumped
out of the truck. “You guys wait here. I’ll get the key.”
“No rush,” Johnny waved a hand.
I’ll bet, I thought.
Instead
of going immediately to reception I tramped across the lot to the beach, and
watched the fire dim on the lake as the sun finally dipped below the horizon. I
scanned around and saw the beach sloped upwards towards the rolling dunes to my
right. They weren’t high, I guess, not like some I heard of, like Sleeping
Bear, a little further south, but they were pretty. I dragged my eyes away from the scenery and walked into the
lobby. The carpet had seen better days, but the big vending machine looked like
a good bet for a late-night attack of the munchies.
The
guy at the desk did a good impression of a weasel, although he was friendly enough. “Yeah, here you are,” he said, consulting
his terminal. He handed me a magnetic-key. “I guess you’ll be going across to
Traverse City, for the big party?”
“Guess
so.”
“Better
have some food before you go, you might have trouble getting a table there, if
you haven’t booked.”
I
hadn’t really thought about it, but I figured he was probably right.
When
I returned to the truck, Johnny and Stella were necking big-time. I coughed
loudly and Johnny had the good grace to blush.
Stella didn’t – just looked at me with those come-hither doe-eyes, long
enough to be sure I knew what I was missing. I sighed as I reached between them
to the back of the truck for the holdall, complete with my change of underwear
and toothbrush.
I
switched on the light to Room 109 – which the glare revealed in all its tawdry
glory: two twin-double beds, with crimson polyester spreads that were faded and
brown marked, just like the dark-green, industrial strength carpet. As Johnny and Stella followed me in, I
checked out the bathroom. It wasn’t any
better and smelled of Clorox and the mildew on the shower curtain.
After I flushed the cistern I popped my
head out, and somehow wasn’t surprised to find that my two roommates were in
another clinch on their side of the room. My mouth went dry again; neither of
them seemed to be aware that I was there, lost in their lust-induced haze. I
stared transfixed as I watched Stella’s long fingernails sliding over the
crotch of Johnny’s jeans.
“Can
you two come up for some air long enough to get some food?” I broke up their
fun, irritated and hating the whining note in my voice – but if this was what I had to look forward to
for the next 24 hours, I was going to get really cross. I wasn’t – or hoped I
wasn’t – that much of a voyeur. “You’ve both sat pretty while I did all the
hard work driving up here.”
“Sorry,
Rick,” Johnny laughed. “Dinner’s on us, okay?”
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“Hey,
look at that moon” Stella said in a sort of hushed tone, as we drove along the
main street towards the diner we saw on the way in. I followed her pointing finger and saw it hanging low in the
now-dark sky like a great, bloated orange.
A
full moon. Just perfect for Halloween.
And for some dumb reason, I felt a shiver trickle all the way down my
spine.
Ham’s
Friendly Tavern didn’t look all that welcoming at first glance. It was dark and
smoky and smelled of fried fish and beer.
We got a few curious but not unfriendly stares from the few occupants at
the bar, and I felt their eyes following me all the way to one of the circular
wood tables. We sat for a few long minutes before an on-the-large-side waitress
finally sauntered up.
“Evening
folks, are you staying for dinner?”
We
nodded. “Be right back,” she said, and disappeared again. I let my eyes roam
around the restaurant. It wasn’t as bad I’d thought on first impression. One of
the guys at the wooden bar even nodded at me when I caught his eye. I noticed
an old woman, sitting well away from the others at the end of the counter; she
looked shapeless with layers of clothing, and her head was head bent low over a
half-full glass.
Okay, I didn’t know all that much about the
places up here in this neck of the woods, but I’d always understood they were
pretty damn prosperous, with all the natural scenery and tourism – hell, the
prices for those rooms in Glen Arbor was evidence of that – but Shifting Sands
looked like a place that had somehow missed out on the tourist boom.
Still,
it was late in the season – or maybe
the locals just preferred it that way. There was something to be said for keeping
your town for yourselves, the way you liked it, free of hordes of
out-of-towners, tacky gift shops and too-expensive restaurants.
Our
waitress returned and slapped down silverware and big, chunky water glasses and
immediately started intoning the specials.
Stella chose the orange roughy with rice, and Johnny and I stuck with
cholesterol, and had double cheeseburgers and fries.
“So, what do you folks do for Halloween
around here?” Johnny said breezily.
From the corner of my eye I caught several heads at the bar zeroing in
on our table and I mentally cursed Wardynski’s big mouth.
The
waitress barely stopped scribbling. “Oh, the kids do a little trick and
treating round the houses, the usual. We don’t go in for fancy organized stuff
like those folks in Traverse City. You want ketchup or hot sauce on your
cheeseburger?”
I
answered quickly, to cut Johnny off as much as anything. We’d wear out our
welcome pretty quickly if we started giving the impression we were big-city
smart-asses.
The
food arrived not long after, and it wasn’t bad at all. We were on our second
refills of Mountain Dew when a cracked voice beside my ear made my head jerk
around.
“You
don’t want to look for things you don’t understand.”
It
was the old woman from the bar. Close up now I saw her skin; wrinkled like
dried cherries, with a hard-drinker’s nose – swollen and shiny.
“Huh
- we don’t, I mean – ” I mumbled in surprise.
She
gave me a gap-tooth leer that I guess passed for a smile, and then, suddenly,
painfully, she gripped my forearm and I nearly yelped as her yellowish
claws-for-nails dug into the flesh of my forearm. She stank like cats-pee and liquor and I shut my mouth and nose,
trying to keep my dinner down in my stomach, where it belonged.
“Don’t
go out onto the dunes in the dark, especially not tonight,” she hissed
conspiratorially, although the whole room could probably hear her. “Bad things
happen to people there, I know, so
you listen to old Betty. I didn’t
always look like this, used to look like her,”
she jerked her head in Stella’s direction. “That’s before I lost my husband up
there – my poor Frank.”
My
eyes swivelled for a second and saw Stella looking like she’d swallowed a lemon
sideways. Then old Betty dug her nails in harder and I leant unwillingly towards
her as she dragged me closer. My ears were starting to sing with lack of oxygen, so I gave up
and dragged in a heaving gulp of that rank air.
“Sure,
sure,” I mumbled, nodding my head furiously, anything to make her let me go,
and so I could tear my eyes away from the lunacy dancing in her wet
irises. Thankfully she dropped my arm
and I rubbed it, seeing the red weals she’d left there even in the gloom.
“Why
can’t we go out there, especially tonight?” Johnny demanded, “Are they haunted
or something?”
There
was an uncloaked excitement in his voice. For some odd reason I just felt a
chill in my gut. There was something about the old woman’s voice that echoed
with some awful and painful event, and I kept seeing the crazy gleam in her
eyes like the after-burn from a light bulb, after looking at it for too
long.
And
since when had Johnny developed a taste for the paranormal?
She
backed off, shaking her head, and mumbled to herself, and I caught her words:
“They tell me I’m crazy, but I know what I saw!” Then her rheumy eyes lifted to
us again. “Just stay away from there y’hear? Stay the hell away – for evil
spirits will be there tonight! ”
She backed all the way out of the door, and
then she was gone, and Stella blew out a breath, shaking her curls. “What an
old fossil!” she said, “Is she for real? And did she smell bad, or what?”
I sat
breathless for a moment myself, when another dark shadow loomed over the table
again. It was a guy in his late forties, wearing the uniform of a
deputy-sheriff. I gulped, hoping that I didn’t have the guilty look of a minor
with an illegal stash of beer in his motel room. He tipped his hat to Stella
and gave us all a tight-lipped smile.
“Evening,
folks, sorry about that,” he looked directly at me, then down at my arm. “I hope she didn’t hurt you.”
“No,
it’s fine,” I replied quickly, although I still felt the adrenaline in my veins
in her wake. “Is she – that old lady
okay?”
He
nodded. “Old Betty’s a little crazy in the head, but she’s mostly harmless. I
don’t know what came over her tonight. Mind you, we don’t get many strangers in
town.”
I’m not surprised, I thought.
“She
said she lost her husband –” I began.
He
nodded. “It was out on the dunes, years ago, on a night like this.”
“You
mean – full moon, Halloween?” Johnny cut in.
His
eyes swivelled onto Wardynski like gun-sights and he gave him a curt nod.
“What
happened?” I asked, curious in spite of myself.
The
deputy hesitated. Then he said, “Her…husband…He disappeared without a trace up
there, no body found, nothing.”
Johnny
dropped his voice lower, almost to a whisper. “Did she – like was it her who –”
The
deputy threw another curt stare his way. “I don’t like what I think you’re implying,
young man, and the answer is no. And I don’t think it’s any of your business in
any case.”
He
saw the surprise on our faces and evidently thought better of his abrupt
manner. “The wind’s always shifting
the sand around on the dunes and some areas can become unstable. It’s possible
they hit a patch of dry quicksand that night – wouldn’t have lasted long if
that happened.”
Hence the name of the town, I thought.
“Oh my God, that poor old lady,” Stella said,
and there was real sympathy in her voice.
“But she doesn’t think that’s what killed
him, does she?” I blurted out before my brain could stop my mouth.
His
brow furrowed. “It was a tragedy; that can do funny things to a person’s
mind.”
“She muttered something to us about bad
spirits,” Johnny pressed. “What did she mean?”
The
deputy stayed silent for a moment, and his body-language suggested to me that
he sort of wished we hadn’t strayed into his neck of the woods, asking awkward
questions.
“Betty’s
part Ojibway,” he answered finally. “I guess her people have their tales of
monsters and bogeymen just like we do. But the truth is sometimes a lot
simpler, even if it’s not as dramatic. But she’s right about one thing, those
dunes can be dangerous. I’d advise
against any of you going up there, if you’re that way inclined.”
Johnny
and I flicked glances at one another. The Deputy wasn’t going to tell us any
more, that much was for sure, and it wasn’t a good idea to press a
law-enforcement officer.
“So,” the deputy continued, “are you
staying here long?”
“Just
tonight,” Johnny replied.
He
didn’t answer that, but we could see him say ‘good’ in his head. He
nodded, tipped his hat to Stella again, and gave Johnny and me a stern stare.
“Well, have a good time in our small town, and remember, those dunes can be
unsafe, best to stay away from them in the dark.” With that he left us, saying goodbyes to the other locals at the
bar.
The
waitress returned with the check, and we paid up, glad to leave the
claustrophobic interior of Ham’s Friendly Tavern.
Once
outside, Johnny whistled. “I get the impression the Deputy wasn’t telling us
everything.”
I
nodded. My curiosity was itching to know what really happened to cause old
Betty to hit the bottle big-time and believe in tales about evil spirits. And
yet, at the same time I felt reluctant. Okay, I’m the first to admit I’d never really believed in all that
mumbo-jumbo either – most of the time I just liked scaring everyone else with
it. But there was something in that old gal’s eyes that had gotten to me. But I
sure as hell wasn’t about to admit to that to either Wardynski or Stella,
especially not Stella.
“Maybe
we could find her – and get it from the horse’s mouth,” Johnny suggested.
Stella
made a face. “Eeww, I don’t think I could stand the smell.”
“She
seemed pretty drunk back there,” I argued. “I’m not sure we’d get anything
intelligible from her, that’s assuming we even knew where to start looking for
her, and the deputy and those other locals might not take too kindly to us
harassing her. They seem to tolerate her, however much of a gin-soak she is.”
“Well,
why don’t we ask the desk-clerk back at the motel?” Johnny countered.
“I
guess we could.” I replied, knowing full well that once Wardynski had the bit
between his teeth there was no stopping him.
And
then something occurred to me. The deputy said – they.
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When
we returned to the motel the desk-clerk was still there, his feet up on the
desk and his eyes riveted on a small holo-viewer. We caught flashes of writhing
naked bodies before he dropped his feet to the floor and swivelled the show
away from our prying, juvenile eyes. He gave us a pasted-on smile, displaying
nicotine-stained teeth.
“Anything
I can do for you folks?”
“Yeah,”
Johnny said, diving right in, no ceremonies. “We bumped into a little old
Native lady called Betty, in Ham’s Friendly Tavern. She started ranting at us,
telling us we should stay away from the dunes, because her husband died up
there one Halloween’s night. He drowned in quicksand, or so the Deputy said.”
His
weasel eyes narrowed for a moment. “And?” he said.
“Uh,
well, she mentioned evil spirits, and we thought you might know something about
what she meant…” Johnny finished.
The
guy’s eyes slid over to Stella, then onto me, and a wicked gleam entered his
eyes. “Did you now? Well, what’s it worth for me to tell you?”
I
thought about my crate of beer, but after a mad moment I didn’t think that was
a good idea, I wasn’t supposed to have it, after all, as a minor.
Then
Stella sashayed forward closer to the desk, twirling a long, curly strand of
her hair around her index finger and flashing him a brilliant smile. “We’d
really appreciate if you told us, I mean, we’ve come all the way from Detroit and we’d just love to hear a real ghost story!”
I saw
him run his gaze all the way from the top of her head down to her exposed
belly-button, and I could almost hear the gears turning in his mind. That girl
had no shame and no scruples, but she was doing better than Wardynski and me
because the clerk leant forward with a quick glance around the empty lobby, as
if he didn’t want anyone to hear what he had to stay. I caught a whiff of stale
sweat and chicken chop suey, and almost lost my dinner for a second time.
“If I
tell you, you keep quiet about it, understand?
There’s some folks here wouldn’t take kindly to me telling strangers.”
We
all nodded.
“Well,
Betty and her husband weren’t the only ones up on the dune that night.”
I
exchanged surprised glances with the others.
“Nope,
Frank was having an affair, with a young waitress who worked in Ham’s. From
what I gather from the local gossip, the two of them went up onto the dunes;
Halloween’s night, full moon and all.” He stopped to tap his nose and give us a
knowing leer. “I guess they wanted to be one with nature. That was old Frank, a
bit of a sweet-talker and an exhibitionist, you understand?”
I
wasn’t sure I did. This began to sound more like ‘Twin Peaks’ by the minute.
“Anyway,
short of it is, Betty followed them, and I guess she caught them in the act.
Then, after that, her story gets a bit crazy. Hell, she went crazy, I guess any woman would, finding her husband poking
–”
“She
wasn’t accused of murdering them, was she?” I interrupted him.
“Hell,
no, they believed mostly what she said, about what she saw, them being
swallowed up by the sand. Been known to happen I guess, or so I read in the
local papers afterwards.”
“Mostly?” I answered quick-fire.
He
turned his eyes onto me, and he sniffed and smeared his palm over his nose,
playing for time, figuring out whether he wanted to answer three snooping,
smart-ass teenagers.
“You
might not want to know what old Betty said she saw.”
Johnny
and Stella nodded their heads vigorously, but for some reason my heart had
started a slow thump against my chest.
For a
moment the wicked gleam disappeared and a solemn look changed his face. He took a deep breath.
“She
said the sand ate them.”
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I hit
the light-switch to our room, dumped the case of beer on my bed and followed it,
grabbing for the remote only to find out it was nailed to the bedside cabinet
slotted between the beds. I swivelled it towards the televiewer on the wall and
the room was filled with the sounds of gunshots, shouting and squealing tyres
from ‘America’s Most Wanted’.
“Oh
this story is too cool!” Johnny said
as he took the other bed with Stella. “Who needs Traverse City, huh?”
I
gave an evasive grunt in reply, opening three bottles of beer with the help of
my trusty Swiss army knife. I passed two of them across to Johnny and sat back
against the headboard. The room was a
dump, but, for some reason, it felt infinitely preferable to going out into the
darkness of Shifting Sands and meeting whatever fate crossed the path of old
Betty’s other half and his girlfriend. I wondered why I was backing off, not
like me at all, but then it wasn’t like Johnny to go chasing after ghosts
either.
“You
heard what the deputy said, the sands are unstable,” I argued.
“Yeah,
well what’s the likelihood of that happening again? You ever heard of people
disappearing into dry sand anyway? Hell, if that was the case there’d be no one
hiking around those big dunes down at Sleeping Bear.”
“Well,
maybe there’s something about the type of sand here,” I argued. “All sand isn’t
alike, you know.”
“So
says Mister Geologist,” Johnny retorted. “Since when did you get so smart?”
“Hey,
just because I don’t see the point in doing calculus doesn’t mean I’m an
idiot.”
“Yeah,
I forgot, you can read those Herographic things – can’t you?”
“Hieroglyphics,”
I answered quickly. “It’s a code. I like cracking codes, there’s
a point to it.”
“Okay, fine, you’re a genius.” He leaned over
to me and I saw mischief in his eyes. “Come on,” he insisted. “I think we
should go on up there and see if we can find any evil spirits.”
I
took a pull on the bottle. “I just don’t fancy getting wet sand in my
underwear. If you two want to go play ‘hunt the spook’, that’s fine with me,
go.”
“It’s
Halloween, Rick, what happened to the other half of the Dynamic Duo, no practical
joke too big or too small?”
“I
think Ricky is a leetle bit of a scaredy-cat!” Stella said, in that dumb
exaggerated accent she put on sometimes.
Annoyed,
I took another pull on my beer, wondering the same thing. Finally I said,
“There’s just something about this place that’s beginning to give me the
creeps.”
“Well,
I don’t believe in any of that crap,” Stella said, snuggling close to Johnny.
“I’m a brave girl. I’ll come with you, sweetie.”
Yeah,
I knew exactly what was on Stella’s mind, but she’d better be wearing the
afghan if she didn’t want to freeze her butt off. And then I thought about
Frank and Betty’s love-triangle, and cold fingers trailed along my back.
Johnny
hauled himself off the bed, and grabbed a couple of bottles of beer, and Stella
followed, grabbing her coat. “Okay, suit yourself, fly-boy,” he said. “You
watch TV while we have some fun; just don’t drink all the beer, okay?”
“Uh-huh,”
I muttered darkly, as I watched them exit the room. Stella turned around and
blew me a kiss.
Fifteen minutes and another beer later, I was
still smarting at her suggestion that I was a coward. Damn, but she could push
my buttons, and here was I believing that I’d got over the crush I had on her
before she went off to Greece. I smacked my forehead with disgust, zapped
‘America’s Most Wanted’, and pulled on my leather jacket. Slipping another couple of bottles into my
pockets, I followed them out of the door.
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I
quickly lost the glare of the arc-lights in the parking lot, as I stepped across
the concrete and onto the beach. I squinted at the rise to my right. The moon was higher and smaller now, the
orange changed to cold, bright, white. Its light cast a fluorescent glow onto
the lake and turned the sand silver. I
didn’t see any sign of Stella or Wardynski; they sure must have hot-footed it
across to the dunes.
I
frowned. I’d half expected them to be rolling in the sand making-out six feet
from the doorway, once they were alone. Those smart professors who think it’s
only guys who think about it every sixty seconds, obviously never met Stella
Martinez. I still felt sore at Johnny for bringing her along, her presence both
irritated and distracted me, and this trip hadn’t turned out like we’d planned at all.
I
stood still for a moment and looked out across the vast expanse of water,
scuffing the sand with one foot, and watching the wavelets of the lake slap
against the edge of the shore. My face and body felt pleasantly numb from the
effects of the alcohol and I closed my eyes, swaying a little in the silence
and the chill air in my nostrils. Finally I turned away and started walking
along the sand.
I
reached the start of the path leading up to the top of the dune ridge. A big
wooden sign, staked into the sand said: DANGER – UNSTABLE SAND. I hesitated for a moment, thinking about the
crazy tale of the sand eating people, and hot on its heels came Stella’s voice
in my head – taunting me.
Come on, Fraser, I thought to
myself, stop behaving like a kid wet
behind the ears. Say it again – you
don’t believe in ghosts, ghouls or evil spirits.
I
started heading up the slope, but my sneakers slipped in the fine sand and I
had to grab handfuls of dune grasses to help my passage. I couldn’t imagine how
Stella had managed in those stilettos of hers, unless she’d taken them off.
Finally
I cleared the ridge where the dunes flattened out and heard the rustling from a small group of cottonwoods, in the
breeze that rippled over the ridge from the direction of the lake. Apart from
the stand of trees, there was nothing but sand. A series of rolling depressions
that went on and on. I felt like I’d
stumbled onto the set of ‘Lawrence of Arabia’, and wouldn’t have been surprised
to see a troop of camels come plodding across it. I started picking my way
gingerly over the dune, half-expecting with every step that the sand might give
way without warning and I’d be up to my neck in it – or worse.
I
couldn’t see any sign of Johnny and Stella, so I called out, just to give them
fair warning I was coming.
No
reply, so I trudged on some more, into yet another sand bowl.
Then
suddenly, without warning, I heard a high pitched scream.
Stella!
It
jagged through me like a knife through my guts.
I
started running towards the sound of that cry, all my convictions about how I
didn’t believe in evil spirits falling away with every foot I plunged into the
deep sand.
I
heard it again - a long, high-pitched wail that shattered the night.
It
was coming from the next ridge of sand, heading towards another low depression
in the dunes.
“Stella!
Johnny!” I screamed out, my legs shaking with adrenaline.
My
feet slipped and slid, I practically vaulted the last few yards, silently
swearing a blue streak.
And
then I heard it –
Muffled
laughing.
My
fright was washed away and left a cold fizzing in my brain.
“Wardynski,
you better get your butt out here or you’re a dead man!” I shouted through
clenched teeth.
Johnny
stood up brushing sand off his jeans and bent almost double with laughter.
Stella followed him, hanging onto his arm.
“Oh
man, you should see your face!”
“Ricky
got a little fright!” Stella sang, waving her stilettos at me.
“Yeah,
yeah, hilarious,” I retorted – annoyed as hell that I’d fallen for one of my
own stupid tricks. I was thinking this town was really getting to me, and the
knowledge of it made me feel twice as dumb.
They staggered over to me, still
chuckling. Johnny clapped a hand on my
shoulder. “Sorry, Rick, we just
couldn’t resist it! You gotta admit, it
was funny - you were spooked big-time, and you’re just mad you didn’t think of
it first! You must be losing your
touch!”
Stella
linked one slim arm through mine, sliding up close, and her proximity set up
that familiar confusing mix of annoyance and sheer horniness. I grit my teeth
and disengaged her arm, waving her away with a black look on my face. “I
dropped my beers chasing after you guys. And I’m fed up with playing
gooseberry.”
She
pouted at me and crossed her arms.
“Aww,
don’t get mad, Rick,” Johnny said, still laughing. “We’re only having fun. You
still remember that, don’tcha?
Thoughts
of revenge burned in my brain. “Oh, sure I do,” I replied, casually. “But I
meant what I said; this threesome’s got kind of tiring, so I’m going to leave
you both to do whatever it is you wanna get up to.”
I
turned and plodded back the way I came, and I heard Johnny call me back – that
he was sorry – and then Stella’s voice, lower but still loud enough to carry
back to me in the still air. “Oh, don’t mind him, sweetie.”
I
didn’t turn around, but from the sudden silence that followed I had a pretty
good idea she’d got him in a another clinch to stop him trying to persuade me
to return. I trudged some ways off,
well out of their view, and hunkered down in the sand on my back. I stared up
at the full moon – and waited for them to do what came naturally.
Finally
I turned over and began to crawl on my belly - snake-like – towards them. As I slithered up onto the ridge of the
dune I could hear Stella making small whimpering noises, and then I heard a
male groan, low and husky.
I
stopped, rolling onto my back again, and my breath came out in a soft sound.
Here
I was – ready to catch them in the act and spoil their fun – but something
stopped me. Embarrassment - envy? Hell
– I don’t know. Instead I slid back down the sand, my heart thumping, trying to
shut out those heated sounds.
I
felt my face turn hot and my groin turn hard as wood.
I
imagined Stella on top of me, doing whatever she was doing that made Wardynski
utter those moaning sounds. And then, I heard her voice, her breath coming out
short and gasping in the chill air.
“Please…yes…yes…ah…ahhh…oh yes.”
If
she didn’t stop I was going to explode.
I lay
there, sunk in a misery of physical arousal until thankfully, finally I heard a
long drawn out cry - his and hers - together, rising into the air.
Then
silence.
All I could hear was the sound of my own laboured breathing
In.
Out.
In.
Out.
I
waited until my face cooled and the ache in my groin faded. I needed to get back to the room and have a
cold shower, or something.
Leave
them to enjoy the afterglow.
Then
a bizarre thought jagged through my mind.
This is what Betty was doing
that night.
Watching her husband make love
to another woman.
I felt
queasy then, at both that thought and the fact I’d been turned on while my best
pal made love to his girl. So much for
my belief I was no voyeur. My sick feeling was made worse when my thoughts
drifted onto the inevitable – Frank’s demise out here on these very same sands.
No, this is nuts! Get a
grip, man, this isn’t a B- horror movie!
As I
made to get up, I heard a noise.
It
was weird – sort of like a sucking sound.
And it
was followed by another noise – as if the sand was moving in a giant wave –
right below me – where Johnny and Stella lay on the sand, sated with one
another.
A
shrill cry made my blood freeze all the way to my toes.
My
immediate reaction was utter disbelief. I thought: Shit, they knew I was here all the time and they’re trying it on again!
But
something in my befuddled brain told me there was a whole different tone in
that cry from the first one. There was real fear in this sound.
There
was another screech – then two more in quick succession – then Johnny’s voice
at last:
“Help! For God’s sake
help!”
I
tried to scramble back up the sand, but – and this was crazy – the slope seemed
to have got steeper, the ridge rearing up like the crest of a wave.
God-in-freaking-heaven – it was like the sand
was alive!
I
couldn’t get my footing and as I struggled I heard Johnny and Stella shrieking
– cries of terror that sliced through me.
“Aaaa – hhhh – gnnn.”
And
then I heard snapping and popping and scrunching sounds amidst the screaming
and the grating sound of sand against sand.
I
somehow hauled myself over that writhing ridge of sand to look into the sand
bowl, and all the while an atavistic terror gripped me – I didn’t want to see
what was making those sounds - or why.
I
tried to make sense of what I saw before me.
There
was sand flying everywhere – and as I squinted I saw the sand-bowl churning and
heaving – and the noise – I still can’t to this day describe it – like a
mixture of sucking and roaring, as if there was some wild beast within it. I
saw a column of sand spew up into the sky like a fountain and spread like a
wave.
And
within the whirling flying sand – I could see gobs of pale glistening stuff
flying through the air together with bits of shredded fabric and blue jean.
A
chunk of the glistening, black-coated stuff hit me in the face, bounced off and
dropped at my feet. I stared at it for a few seconds and then realised with
sick horror what it was.
That
coating wasn’t black.
It
was red.
I was
staring at a bit of someone’s flesh.
Betty said the sand ate them.
Jesus.
Acid
bile filled my throat and I retched, my body arcing forward with the
involuntary movement, and beer and half-digested hamburger splattered on the
sand. Blinded with shock, I hit the
ground, and rolled, arm over foot, spilling down the slope, until I came to a
halt.
I lay
there for long minutes, shaking like I had a fever, tears burning my eyes, and
only then I became dimly aware that the sucking and roaring sound had vanished
and everything was still again. Heaving great gulps of air into my sore lungs,
I dragged myself over the edge of the bowl once more and shook my head in
disbelief.
The sand was
dormant – as if nothing had ever happened.
But Stella
and Johnny had vanished.
Choking
with another bout of tears I staggered into the depression. Not thinking – and not caring – that whatever was in there,
whatever evil monstrosity that could tear people apart and make them disappear
– might take me next.
I
clawed frantically at the sand, scrabbling and digging until my fingers were
scraped raw and bleeding. I dug until I collapsed with despair and exhaustion,
but I couldn’t find a trace of either Johnny or Stella.