
A “Captain
Scarlet” Halloween story

“You’re
not seriously expecting me to eat that, are you?”
Rhapsody
Angel wrinkled her nose at the frothy pink tower of spun cotton-wool on a stick
that her companion gaily presented to her.
“Go on, re-live your youth,” Captain
Scarlet replied, with a devilish twinkle in his eyes.
“Look, I was quite happy to go on that
contraption that passed for a roller-coaster, bounce up and down on a
children’s carousel, and watch you for a whole ten minutes while you decimated
the coconut stand to win this.” She waved a large synthetic panda at him.
“But this is the last straw. It’s nothing but sugar, and I can feel my teeth
trying to escape just looking at it, never mind expecting them to chew on it.”
Scarlet
shrugged. “Suit yourself, my darling.”
Rhapsody’s
face screwed up as he took a huge bite of the candy-floss.
“Don’t
you ever stop eating? You’ve already packed away two hamburgers, though I
refuse to believe they actually had anything remotely resembling a decent part
of the cow in them, a deep fried pretzel, and ice-cream –”
“Take
no notice of that ‘Guess your Weight’ machine, Dianne, it probably needs
recalibrating.”
She
swung the panda at him. ”I’ll recalibrate you!”
Scarlet
ducked the offensive weapon with ease, although he did lose part of his
sweet-treat, and Rhapsody looked with disgust at the panda, whose head was now
covered in pink goo.
Scarlet
grabbed the toy from her and threw it and the candy-floss into the nearest
refuse receptacle. She stood staring at
him in surprise and he returned to put one arm around her and kissed her cheek
gently.
“Let’s
not quarrel, oh-light-of-my-life. Not
when we only have but a few hours to recapture the joys and follies of youth at
Brighton Pier.”
She
broke into giggles. “This wasn’t what I had in mind, you know. You said it was
going to be a surprise for Halloween.”
He
kissed her again and grinned. “You should have seen the look on your face when
we arrived.”
“Ha
ha, very droll.”
“Where
else could we go on a bracing October afternoon with only a twenty-four hour
pass?”
“Paris,
Rome, Stockholm?” Rhapsody retorted. “Any one of them is just as easy to get to
from you know where.”
“Yes,
but then I’d have to speak a foreign language.”
She
punched him playfully. “Oh, you!”
“Although
I’d do just about anything to get out of ‘up there’,” he flicked his head at
the sky, “at this time of the year.”
Rhapsody
nodded rather more seriously, as she linked one slender arm through his.
Halloween wasn’t Scarlet’s favourite holiday season, since for some unknown
reason, he almost always seemed to be the focus of many of the japes, usually
played by the American contingent, and one captain in particular…
“Anyway,”
Scarlet continued, “this evening I intend to wine you and dine you at the South
Coast’s most exclusive restaurant, just to prove I’m not a complete oaf. “
Rhapsody’s
smile brightened. “So I can wear my new dress after all?”
Scarlet
bent his head and whispered in her ear, “Only up to the point where I rip it
off…”
He
felt the shiver that went through her as she gripped his arm tighter.
“Barbarian,” she whispered back happily.
They
strolled along the pier, arm in arm, surrounded by the jangling of slot
machines and the electronic din of the virtual-arcades; the smell of vinegar
and fish, greasy burgers and burnt sugar.
Scarlet
still had his memories of family trips here, and later still in his mid-teens,
with school friends, for a weekend of pretend-rebellion before he knuckled down
to do what everyone expected of him.
He
squeezed Rhapsody’s hand with a youthful joy that he thought he’d lost when he
had become a ‘Reluctant Hero’. She was
mostly to do with that, he knew, she’d made him the happiest man in the world
when she told him that she loved him, many months ago. Since that time he’d been asking himself
the question: ‘Where do we go from here?’.
In his heart, of course, he knew, and he suspected she did too. It was just a matter of finding the right
time and the right place to pop that eternal…”
“Oh,
look, there’s a fortune-teller, Paul.”
Scarlet’s
gaze followed her pointing finger to the sign above an ornately carved green
caravan at the pier’s edge. Madame Rosa –
Past, Present, Future.”
She
gave him a mischievous look. “Well…you said we had to recapture the follies of
youth – so what do you say, shall we go see what our future holds?”
“Complete
tosh, if you ask me.” Even as he said it, he knew it sounded lame, coming from
someone who had received the ability to return from the dead from a race of
beings who had the power to destroy and recreate matter. However, he hadn’t
believed astrology, Tarot, predestination or any of that stuff in his youth;
and not even his relatively-new status was going to make him change the way he
thought it was populated by a bunch of charlatans, preying on people’s naivety
and desperation.
“Oh,
go on, Paul, what harm can it do? After all, it is Halloween.”
He
gave her a look, as if to say, are you
kidding? I left Cloudbase to get away from Halloween!
But she had already moved towards the
stairs. “Come on, I’m interested to see
what she has to say about my future.”
He
sighed at the whimsicality of women.
“Wait a minute. I’ll go in with
you - if you must.”
She
stopped mid-step and rolled her eyes. “Come on Paul, I’m hardly going to get
into trouble.”
“I’ve
heard that one before.”
Rhapsody
hesitated before the beaded curtain that served as a door, and called in.
“Cross
my palm with silver,” Scarlet whispered in her ear.
He
received a sharp dig in the ribs for a response.
“Hello,
Madame Rosa? “ Rhapsody called.
“Come
in,” a voice replied.
Rhapsody
swung the curtain aside, and the beads clicked together as she passed through
the entrance to the caravan. Scarlet followed her in, wrinkling his nose at the
smell of incense. His eyes slowly adjusted to the gloomy interior, lit solely
by flickering candles, and he heard soft, New-Age music playing in the
background.
Madame
Rosa sat at a small table in the centre of the single room. She was probably in
her early seventies, and fitted every cliché in the book, right down to the
headscarf and dangly gold earrings. She
was shuffling a pack of Tarot cards and looked up with a calm gaze in her dark
eyes that impressed Scarlet, despite his natural inclination to debunk all
things astrological. All around her were shelves stacked with books on
astrology, magic, and mysticism, and above her head hung several wall hangings
portraying the signs of the Zodiac. A glass ball sat on the table in front of
her, resting on a wooden stand with pawed feet.
She
indicated the two empty chairs for them to sit, and from the corner of his eye
Scarlet swore that she was regarding him with a peculiar look on her face, as
if she saw something about him that bothered her. When he caught her gaze the
expression vanished.
“I
ask for payment in advance,” she said, “Not everyone is willing to reimburse me
for the service I give them.”
Scarlet
thought if she could really ‘see’ the future she’d know that neither he nor
Rhapsody were the sort of people to steal from an old woman. “How much?” he
said, aloud. She told him the amount, which was way too much, but, resigned,
Scarlet swiped his card.
“So,
do you want a reading from the crystal, the cards, or your palm?”
Rhapsody
glanced at Paul, who shrugged in reply.
Her
gaze fell on Scarlet. “I sense you do not believe in the art of divining the
future.”
“Sorry
to be so obvious.”
“You
are a man, it’s to be expected. The male of the species always believes that he
has the same control over his destiny as he has dominion over all aspects of
this earth. “
Scarlet
crossed his arms, and with what he considered to be supreme self-control on his
part, managed to avoid rolling his eyes.
“We’ll
have the crystal ball, if you don’t mind,” Rhapsody said quickly.
“Very
well. Be patient while I re-energise it.”
She
placed the palms of her long hands
on the top of the glass sphere, and closed her eyes. Scarlet caught Rhapsody’s
gaze, and waggled his eyebrows at her. Stop it, she mouthed, with a mock frown.
Scarlet
turned back to look at Madame Rosa’s crystal ball. Re-energise, indeed.
What he saw next made him stare.
The
globe was actually glowing.
He
tried to say turn and say something to Rhapsody, but his lips were fused
together, immobile, as was he. Transfixed by the glow, growing brighter and
brighter, a ball of light that swallowed him whole, leaving him in darkness.
Darkness,
save for the visions.
They
moved, all around him. Silent. Burning into his brain.
His father, clutching his chest in the back garden and collapsing, and the dog running in crazy circles around him; Karen waving the diamond ring on her finger at Dianne – he and Adam exchanging handshakes; His own death, twice, once by drowning, once by crushing; Captain Magenta splayed on the ground, the blood pumping from two bullet holes in his head and chest. Dianne wearing a wedding dress, her mother fussing around her, her father pointing at his watch; and then, lying in a hospital bed, the monitor above her head flat-lining, a nurse lifting the blood-covered stillborn away….
His
eyes flew open and he blinked, disoriented, and looking around found he was
exactly where he should be, in Madame Rosa’s caravan. His mouth felt dry and he could feel his heart pumping adrenaline
around his system. What the hell was that?
He
felt gentle fingers cover his. “Are you
all right, Paul?” Rhapsody asked, “You’ve gone quite pale.”
He
gave a self-conscious laugh. “Of course, I’m fine. “
He
glanced swiftly at Madame Rosa, and thought:
What did you do to me – you old
witch?
She
held his stare; with coal-dark eyes, and fed his sudden, desperate need to get
out of the claustrophobic interior, with its cloying odour.
“Come
on, Dianne,” Scarlet said, and grabbed her arm, hauling her to her feet.
“Paul,
wait, I haven’t even asked a question yet…”
“I
think I’m allergic to incense,” he said,
as he practically manhandled her out towards the door.
“Wha..?”
she mumbled in confusion.
He
led her down the three short steps, and well away from the prying eyes of
Madame Rosa, before he stopped by an ice-cream vendor and took several deep
breaths. Rhapsody continued to look at him with concern.
“Paul,
what’s the matter?”
“I
don’t know, I must have had some sort of reaction to the incense, I’m sorry.”
She
moved closer and placed her hand on his brow. “No, I’m the one who should be
sorry. I didn’t realise. I mean I
wouldn’t have gone in there if I’d known that you–”
“It’s
okay. I’m fine now, really.”
“Are
you sure?”
“Sure,
I’m sure.”
“Do
you still want to go for dinner?”
He
forced a smile. “Of course. Do you know
how much grovelling I had to do in order to get a table at this restaurant?”
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Scarlet
came to, feeling the warmth of the soft body wrapped closely around him, as if
they didn’t have acres of space in the king-sized hotel bed. Old habits died
hard - regulation Spectrum bunks weren’t exactly designed for twosomes.
His
eyes alighted on the divine blue dress that Rhapsody had worn last night at
dinner, draped over a chair. A sigh
escaped him. The meal had certainly
lived up to expectations, but he hadn’t enjoyed it as much as he’d hoped he
would when he’d planned it all those weeks ago. The first bottle of red wine
had turned into another, as he attempted to purge the vague sense of unease
that had clung to him ever since he’d left the damn fortune-teller’s caravan.
On their return to the hotel, they’d made love, and, pleasurable as it was, throughout it that note of anxiety never
left him, no matter how much he reasoned it away. Luckily Rhapsody was tipsy
enough not to notice his less than enthusiastic performance.
As he felt her breath on his shoulder, the
memory of that awful vision reared up in front of him – of her lying pale and
silent on another bed. He gritted his teeth, furious at himself.
Whatever I think I saw, it wasn’t real,
any of it. Most likely a hallucination or something, maybe even a weird
auto-suggestion by that old crone of a fortune- teller trying to get back at me
for making fun of her craft.
Rhapsody
murmured beside him. “Mmm, I drank just
a bit too much wine, I think. I don’t want to get up.”
He
kissed her tenderly. “Well, we’re going to have to, I’m afraid. We have an SPJ
to catch at London Airport in four hours.”
She
hugged him tighter. “Thank-you for a lovely twenty-four hours, kind sir, and I
didn’t really miss going to Paris, after all.”
“Dianne.”
“Yes?”
“Did
you notice anything funny, about that fortune-teller’s crystal ball?”
She
leaned up on one elbow to look at him. “No. Why?”
The
situation seemed ridiculous in the cold light of the morning. “I thought – I
thought I’d seen it start to glow….”
“I
think you must have been imagining things, it looked perfectly normal to me.”
He
gave her a weak smile. “I suppose so. Maybe that blasted incense made my eyes
water or something.”
She continued to look at him with sudden concern in her eyes. “Paul, is something bothering you?”
“No,
Angel. Nothing at all.”
After
the SPJ touched down safely at Cloudbase, and he returned to the normality of
his everyday life, the mysterious encounter with the fortune-teller began to
blessedly fade from his mind. One
Mysteron threat later it was as if it had never happened.
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Another
three months later, Scarlet received an urgent private call from his mother.
His father had been taken into hospital with a heart attack.
Scarlet’s
own heart beat faster, a sudden flash of fear making his body go rigid while he
listened to her voice.
“He was in the garden when it happened. I heard Sheba barking her head off, it’s
what made me look out of the kitchen window. She was running around him in
circles, frantic…”
He
heard her voice break, as if she was about to burst into tears, but when she
spoke again, after a few seconds pause, her voice was quiet but even. “I dread to think what would have happened
if the ambulance hadn’t got here on time.”
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At
first he’d convinced himself that the things he saw in the crystal ball were
down purely to coincidence. After all, anyone could have a heart attack,
especially at his father’s age, and as for Blue and Symphony becoming
engaged, Scarlet’s own mind had already
been made-up that the two of them were destined to be together, no matter how
ill-suited they seemed to be to people on outward appearance.
But
then, things happened which made him realise, despite his anathema towards
predestination, that he could no longer
pretend the ‘visions’ were all just a weird hallucination or a figment of his
over-active imagination.
He’d
died twice, and both his deaths corresponded with those seen in his ‘vision’; but the final, tragic nail in the
coffin of his sanity, was the death of Captain Magenta. He’d witnessed his friend and colleague
lying in a pool of blood, murdered by a sniper’s rifle. Just like in the vision.
A
crime boss, from a rival gang, who had sworn revenge after Magenta’s testimony
had sent him to prison, finally succeeded in infiltrating the web of secrecy
surrounding Magenta’s pardon, and made the fateful link to Spectrum. A minor Spectrum agent had been compromised,
his family taken hostage and tortured, until the agent was finally forced to reveal a time and
place where the ‘hit’ could be carried out.
Oh, he’d hunted down Magenta’s killers, assured that the perpetrators
were put away for life, but that did nothing to assuage his guilt.
He’d
foreseen Magenta’s death, and he might have actually been able to do something
about it, but he’d refused to believe, refused to accept that such a thing
existed – second sight from a fortune-teller’s crystal ball.
Now,
he now faced the terrifying prospect that Dianne was next, and every fighting
instinct he’d been born with came to the fore. He may have been unable to save Pat, but he was damned if he’d
allow the same thing to happen to her.
This time he was determined to cheat fate of her intended victim.
In
the vision, Rhapsody’s death followed their marriage, so, he reasoned to
himself logically, if he could avoid that pivotal event, then her dying in
childbirth could be circumvented. It
was still a gamble that the events would follow in that exact sequence, and he
found his anxiety went through the roof every time they happened to be in a
position to take advantage of being in the same bed at the same time. He knew she must have wondered why he was so
reluctant to make love at times, and he felt like the world’s biggest heel,
pretending to be tired, or stressed, or giving her some other damn stupid
excuse for putting off the dreaded thing.
Sex, he could manage without, but he needed the warmth of her embrace to dispel the dark secret he kept locked up in his head, and the everyday reality of being Lazarus. Her love and Adam’s friendship were the two pillars holding up the foundations of his life, and he found he didn’t have the courage to let one of them destabilise it, not yet. Once or twice he thought about telling her, but something always stopped him, and as for confiding in Adam, well, Metcalfe men didn’t go around confessing their fears and insecurities to their mates, especially when it concerned their intimate relationships. It just wasn’t done.
Just
once, he’d gone back to Brighton, on a pretext of visiting his parents, so he
could talk to the fortune-teller, hoping she could shed some light on his
predicament, but he searched the length and breadth of the pier, and the town
itself in vain. There was no sign of
the gypsy woman or her green caravan.
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The
sound seemed to come from far away, an insistent drilling noise. Scarlet felt
something brush across his nose and then the sound stopped. He opened his eyes
to see Rhapsody leaning over him, her hand slamming into the alarm to silence
it.
Last
night had been the first time in over a week that they had spent some quality
time together. They’d eaten dinner in
his quarters, since it was his turn to cook, or at least provide the meal, and
afterwards they talked, somehow succeeding in skirting any territory concerning
their perceived ‘problems’, for which he was secretly grateful. Afterwards, it seemed churlish not to ask
her to stay the night, and he’d made her feel good, even if he refused himself
the luxury. She didn’t press the
point, giving up when he muttered some nonsense about still being a bit painful
after his latest Mysteron- induced mangling.
He’d
lain awake long after she’d fallen asleep, holding her in his arms, wondering if
the feeling of tenderness she evoked in him was mutual, and if it was possibly
enough to sustain them both for much longer.
Now
Rhapsody groaned and rolled back into his side to face him. “Ugh, I don’t want
to get up yet, it’s far too early.”
“Sorry,
Angel, you have to be on the flight deck in an hour, and I have a group of
junior lieutenants to –”
She
cut him off with a punch to his chest.
“Spoilsport.”
“Ouch,
that hurt!” he exclaimed, and retorted by grabbing her and tickling her under
the ribs, hard. For a moment they
wrestled on the bed, amid her muffled gasps. “Bet…the junior…oww…lieutenants wouldn’t be in quite so
much awe of you if they could…..stop it…
see you now…”
“They’d
probably just all be jealous.”
“Maybe
I need to make you jealous, mister.”
He
avoided another of her punches and heaved himself off the bunk. He hopped into
his sweatpants and sauntered over to the mini-kitchen in his quarters to start
the brewer. Rhapsody finally dragged
herself out of his bunk, and joined him at the small fold down table, looking
oddly adorable with her long hair mussed and dressed in one of his old shirts.
“Here
you are,” he said, handing her a cup of coffee. “Get that down and you’ll feel
better.”
She
took it and sat opposite him, and he felt his heart pound with the certainty
that she was about to broach the subject he’d been dreading. He gripped his own
mug like a drowning man holding onto a raft.
“Paul….do
you love me?”
He
kept his voice light with force of will.
“Now there’s a question to deck a chap with when he’s about to walk into
the valley of death.”
She
made a face. “Valley of death indeed.
It’s a training course, not a firing squad.”
“I’d
rather face a firing squad; Adam knows fine I hate telling them about my…unique
abilities.”
“You’re
changing the subject.”
“Am
I?”
“Don’t
come all innocent with me, Paul Metcalfe, I’ve known you too long.”
At
the pregnant pause that followed, he felt a sense of being trapped, with
nowhere to run.
“I’m
just wondering if…our relationship is going anywhere,” she said with a sigh,
her gaze dropping to the table-top. “We just seem to be…drifting apart without
really talking about it.”
“Dianne,
you know I love you, more than you can ever know.”
“If
you loved me then you’d…”she trailed off, self-consciously.
Scarlet
knew exactly what she’d been about to say.
Despite her thoroughly enthusiastic approach to sex, Rhapsody was still
a romantic at heart, and believed that it was the man’s job to get down on
bended knee and propose.
“Dianne,
we’ve talked about it…”
“Oh,
yes, we’ve talked about it, and I still don’t understand your reluctance. You know the colonel didn’t frown on Karen
and Adam when they finally let him in on the big secret…”
“It
isn’t just that…”
“Then
what? Do you know I how I feel? Do you even care?”
“Of
course I bloody care!”
“Something
changed between us, Paul, after Pat died. I know it hit you hard, and goodness
knows, I still can’t believe he’s gone either, but I don’t understand why it should
affect us so much?”
Scarlet
sat, powerless in the face of her obvious misery, wishing he could just come
out with it…but the words stuck in his throat, refusing to budge. Was he afraid
of looking like an idiot in front of her?
She probably thought he was that already, the way he was behaving.
“I
mean, we barely make love any more, for God’s sake,” she was saying, “not that
our love life has been something likely to set the Thames on fire even before
that. I’m beginning to wonder if I
should just cancel my next transdermal.”
“No! Don’t do that, I mean, we don’t want…”
“A
Mysteron baby? I’m not sure I can face
that argument again, Paul. Not that I subscribe to your theory anyway. Doctor
Fawn assured me that there’s no reason –”
Scarlet
moved without thinking, leant across the table to grab her nearest wrist,
causing her coffee to spill. “When were you talking to Fawn about this?” he
demanded.
He
let her go almost immediately, when he saw the shocked and hurt expression on
her face. A burning sense of shame
filled him at that childish action – he’d never before been aggressive towards
her.
“A
couple of days ago,” she said, rubbing her arm. “I just mentioned it in
passing, I wanted…I needed to talk
about it, try to understand it, for myself.”
It
was Scarlet’s greatest fear - that the Mysterons were behind all of this, somehow, and with their warped, twisted abilities, would use him to destroy
Rhapsody, by spawning an alien foetus that her physiology wouldn’t be able to
deal with.
“Don’t
worry Paul,” she said with a note of sarcasm in her voice. “I’ve no intention
of bringing a baby into this world as a single parent.”
He
sat and watched, mute, as she rose from the chair and collected her clothes
from a chair near his bed. She disappeared into his shower-room, and a few
minutes later emerged fully-clothed.
“Dianne, please, don’t go yet; I hate when we
argue.”
She glanced at her watch. “Maybe it’s better to argue and talk about what really matters than just pretending everything’s fine.”
“I…
just don’t know why you can’t be happy with things the way they are…we’re
together, aren’t we? Why is it women
always think they have to get a wedding ring on their finger to prove a man
loves them!”
“I
see, “she replied icily. “Well, if you
don’t know why, Paul, then maybe you aren’t the man I thought you were.”
She
left the room before he could say another word in his defence.
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She
came to his quarters, two months later, dressed in her flight-suit, helmet
under one arm.
“Do
you have a minute?” she said.
“Of
course.” A small coil of fear uncurled in his stomach. Things hadn’t been going at all well between
them recently, and there was something in her tone, as if she wanted to use her
voice to distance herself from him even more than usual.
She
nodded and came in, her movements stiff.
She held the flight helmet close to her chest as if it was a comfort
blanket.
“Coffee?”
he asked.
“No
thank-you.”
The
silence hung in the air for a moment.
“I’m resigning my commission with Spectrum,
Paul.”
It
hit him deep in the gut.
She raised her head, unconsciously defiant,
every inch the beautiful aristocrat he had fallen in love with, and still did
love, damn his traitorous heart.
“I
suppose I’ve just discovered I’m actually an old-fashioned girl at heart,” she
continued. “I have too much self-respect to stay here and feel everyone’s
pitying stare on me as I walk past them in the corridor.”
“That’s
nonsense and you know it,” he replied, but alarm overpowered him, only now
realising he hadn’t really thought this through.
In
all his imagined scenarios, he hadn’t counted on her leaving altogether.
Unthinking,
he grasped her arms, losing all sense of reason. “Dianne, don’t go; don’t leave
this job that you love.”
She
struggled in his grip. “I can fly somewhere else, if needs be, or maybe
something else entirely. I’ve changed careers before, I can do it again.”
“You
don’t have to do this, not on my account.”
She
made a disgusted noise in her throat. “A man always thinks everything revolves
around him. Well, I’ve got news for you, Captain, it doesn’t.”
She
pulled herself free at last and turned on her heel to go.
“Dianne,
wait!”
He
should have swallowed his pride long ago, told her everything.
Maybe
it wasn’t too late.
She
stopped mid-step and frowned, while he struggled with his decision. “Well?” she
said with a note of impatience in her voice.
“Remember
the fortune-teller, in Brighton?”
Confusion
wreathed her face. “Vaguely, what about it?”
“I
saw something.”
“Something?”
“I
saw visions – in the crystal ball.”
She
stared at him as if he’d gone insane.
“Paul,
I think you need to see Dr Fawn, you’ve been working too hard.”
“I
really did see them, I saw Magenta’s death, and I saw our wedding, and then I
saw you…dead.”
She
continued to stare at him.
“You
do believe me, don’t you?”
“I
think that’s the poorest excuse for avoiding matrimony that I’ve ever heard.”
“I’m
not making this up, Dianne, I swear to God.
I just didn’t tell you because I didn’t want you to think I’m crazy.”
“Paul,
I’m sorry, but people just don’t see the future, and you would be the first to
say it…or at least you always were.”
“Dianne,
please…”
She
shook her head. “Paul, I don’t want to talk about this any more…I think it’s
best if I go.”
“Where
are you going?” he said, numbly.
“Back
to my stay with my parents probably, until I decide what I want to do next.”
“That’s…good.”
He
meant it. Perhaps, ultimately, it was for the best. He might never get over
her, but she would be safe from him, and that was all that mattered.
She
turned, and didn’t look back, and Scarlet stood for a long time in the centre
of his room, with a cold, hard emptiness where his stomach should have been.
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Scarlet
never heard from Rhapsody again after her departure from Cloudbase, nor for
that matter did any of her other Spectrum colleagues – even Symphony,
supposedly her closest friend. It was
as if she had made the decision to cut all the strings to her previous life in
one fell swoop.
Adam
never asked him what happened to the two of them for her to leave in such a
manner, and he didn’t offer any explanation.
Once
or twice he attempted to make contact, leaving voice messages at her parent’s
house with the usual stupid pleasantries, just to see how she was. They went unanswered, and, frankly, he knew
he couldn’t blame her. He didn’t try
again, and attempted to rescue what was left of his life through his job,
saving the world against their enemies, always consoling
himself with the thought that he had cheated fate from taking her life, praying
she was happy without him and would, in time, learn to forgive him.
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He was in the middle of a briefing
with Colonel White when Lieutenant Green looked up from his control panel.
“Captain
Scarlet, I have a personal call for you, from England. It’s from Lord Robert
Simms.”
Scarlet
looked at White, possessed at once by a vague sense of unease at Green’s
announcement.
Was
that a note of sympathy he saw in his commander’s eyes? Scarlet suspected, and not for the first
time, that White knew more about the private joys and miseries of the men and
women on this base than he let on, or was given credit for.
“Go
ahead, Captain.” White nodded. “We can resume after you’ve finished.”
When
he arrived in his quarters, Scarlet contacted Green, and the call was
transferred to his private phone.
“Hello,
Lord Robert?”
“Paul,
my dear boy …”
There
was a ragged edge to Lord Robert’s voice that sent alarm bells clanging through
Scarlet’s head. “Hello sir, it’s been a while,” he answered politely.
“I
know, I’m sorry about that, but, you understand, Dianne, when she returned to
us, she was adamant she wanted nothing more to do with Spectrum, or any of the
friends that she’d made there, especially – you. So we respected her wishes, however odd it seemed at the time.”
“I’m
sorry sir,” Paul began.
“I
don’t know what happened between the two of you. We, that is, her mother and I
– had hoped – well, you understand.”
“Yes,
sir,” Scarlet mumbled, rigid with embarrassment.
“Well,
Dianne eventually left us; she was never one for living off her allowance. She found herself a good job in the City,
and started going to those parties she’d always insisted she loathed. It wasn’t long afterwards that she came home
one weekend, with a young man in tow – her fiancé. Well, he wasn’t exactly a
stranger - Dianne used to go out with him before she went to work for Lady
Penelope.”
“It
was a quiet wedding – she didn’t even want it in the papers; we thought it was
to do with Spectrum. She seemed happy
enough – but I never thought it was a contented happiness. He’s a good man, he loves her – loved her. She was delighted when she discovered she was pregnant – so were
we…”
Scarlet
listened, only aware of a sense of desperate desolation creeping up behind him,
surrounding him in its cold embrace.
“She
went riding on the estate; Charlotte and I had cautioned against it, but she
was always a determined young woman, as you know. Her horse – it must have fallen at a fence – we don’t really know
what happened, or how long she must have lain there…we called the ambulance as
soon as we found her….”
Lord
Robert’s voice broke and there was a few seconds of agonized silence before he
could continue. “She lost too much blood…and the baby…they did everything they
could at the hospital, but…”
Lying cold and still – the monitor
flat-lining.
Just as I saw in the vision.
“She’s
gone…isn’t she?” Scarlet said, his voice a dead thing, while his hands shook
and despair scored a knife across his vitals.
“Yes.
I wanted to let you know, rather than a note – you understand.”
“That’s
very decent of you, sir.”
“The
funeral is in a few days, you don’t have to attend of course, we don’t expect
it, after all –“
“You
can count on me being there, sir, and thank you for – the news. It means a lot that you informed me
personally.”
“Thank
you, Paul. I’m sorry that our meeting
again had to be under such sad circumstances.”
The
line disconnected, and Scarlet put his head in his hands for what seemed like a
very long time, and barely noticed the tears that slid through his fingertips,
wetting the table below. His mind ran
riot with all the infinite ways he had failed her.
Perhaps if she’d stayed on Cloudbase, instead of me driving her away. If she’d become pregnant here, perhaps Fawn with all his marvellous technology might have saved her…
If,
if, if.
Oh Dianne…
He’d
tried to cheat Fate.
But
now he realised with a sick, desperate knowledge that Fate was always going to
have her way, and he, poor, pathetic sod, with his apparent dominion over
death, had always been powerless to save the woman he’d loved more than life
itself.


Author’s Note:
This plot bunny
hit me when I was searching for an idea for the ‘Sight’ sense of my Five Senses
challenge stories, and then I thought it might actually work as a Halloween
tale, so I wrote ‘Seeing Green’ instead and kept this aside for the October
challenge.
The mention of
the Mysteron-induced pregnancy is a ‘nod’ to Tiger Jackson’s splendid Halloween
story, ‘Attrition’.
I’d like to thank
my long-suffering beta-reader Marion Woods. I could have gone two ways with the
ending for this story, but suffice to say, she helped to point me in the right
direction. Without her, I think I might have given up in frustration. Even a
short story can tie you in knots!
As ever, thanks to Chris B, for her input, comments and her wonderful site.
All errors and
omissions are entirely my own.
A Very Happy
Halloween to All
Caroline Smith 2007
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