SPECTRUM IS WHITE
Epilogue
Colonel White extended his left arm
to put the cup on the low table set next to the wheelchair. Giving a grunt of exasperation, he reached
for his right shoulder, and irritably rubbed the bandage covering it, sliding
his hand under the pyjama top.
“I wouldn’t
touch it if I were you.”
White gave a
sideways look toward the man quietly seated in front of him, his legs crossed
and himself holding a cup of tea.
“I can’t help
it,” the colonel replied grumpily.
“It’s itching like mad!”
“Which means
it’s healing, right?”
White gave the
man a rueful smile, before turning to look thoughtfully through the Promenade
Deck window. On the upper runway, down
below, he could see the three Angel craft, waiting for take-off, with Angel One
and her pilot at the helm. He was
wondering which of the girls was there at the moment.
“Penny for your
thoughts, sir?”
The colonel’s
attention came back to his visitor.
Senior Agent Thomas Wade, of Spectrum Intelligence, had made the trip
from London to Cloudbase especially to see him, and it wasn’t to pay him a
formal visit. White shifted
uncomfortably in his chair, and reached again for his bandaged shoulder. Seeing the bemused smile on Wade’s face, he
stopped, and lowered his hand, resting it in his lap.
“I don’t think
you’d be making a very good investment, Thomas,” he answered to Wade’s comment.
“Oh, I don’t
know,” Wade replied, narrowing his eyes at the older man. “I’m sure there’s a lot going on in your
mind at the moment…” He shook his head. “I’m glad you’re feeling better now. You didn’t look well at all in that hospital
in Newcastle last week.”
Colonel White
nodded slowly. He didn’t remember much
about his arrival at The Princess Margaret Memorial Hospital in Newcastle,
where he had been rushed right after the explosion on the Sir Francis Drake. He was
unconscious, having lost a lot of blood.
Not so much, he was told, as to put his life in danger, but enough to
cause worry. The hospital staff had
been wonderful with him – especially considering the fact that Spectrum had
practically taken over the place.
Everybody going in and out was thoroughly checked out, especially those
who had to come into contact with the colonel.
Spectrum was concerned about the safety of its commander and was taking
no chances. All the while, however,
making sure that its presence didn’t disturb the well-being of the other
patients – who, White was sure, were certainly wondering what all that activity
going on for just one person was all about.
There had even been a couple of guards permanently assigned to keep
their eyes on him. White was still
wondering today – with a certain dry humour – if they had been there to protect
him, or to make sure that he wouldn’t get it into his head to escape Spectrum
yet again. Most probably for both
reasons.
Spectrum didn’t
need to worry. From the moment he woke
up in that hospital, the memories had started flowing back into his mind,
giving him so many migraines in the following days that Doctor Fawn – who had
came directly from Cloudbase to consult with the hospital doctors – had to
prescribe him a strong daily dose of painkillers. Fortunately, after four days, Fawn determined that White had
responded well to this treatment, and he ordered him weaned off the
medication. By that time, Colonel
White’s memory was back, and the disastrous effects – and side effects – of the
Dream Spinner were mercifully
gone. But it had left him with a
certain bad taste about what he had done.
Because he remembered it. There
were admittedly a few confused details here and there – mainly about the
moments that had been the most hectic in that entire incident – but most of it
was clear enough for him not to like what he had recalled.
“How long
before you’re back in command, Colonel?”
White came out
of his fugue, hearing Wade’s voice addressing him. “At least another week,” he answered. “Maybe two.”
“Always the
optimist, aren’t you?”
White gestured
toward his left leg, elevated in a brace.
“This leg’s keeping me down. I’m
still convalescing until it’s healed enough for me to put some weight on
it. I can’t wait to be out of this
wheelchair, I can tell you!”
“Well, at least
you’re out of sickbay now,” Wade remarked.
White gave him
a whimsical smile. “Maybe because I
escaped?”
“You’re not
serious, are you?” Wade answered, laughing softly.
The colonel
shook his head. No, of course he
wasn’t. Or it would be a sure bet all
of Cloudbase would be on alert to find him right now! In reality, Doctor Fawn had thought it wise and healthy to let
him be brought to the Promenade Deck.
It was certainly a much more agreeable place to recuperate than the
four, boring walls of a room in sickbay.
“You know,
Colonel, in a way, seeing you like this, it’s kind of a relief.”
Colonel White
gave Agent Wade a withering look; the man quickly shrugged his shoulders. “What I mean is, the fact that you’re
healing at a normal rate means that you weren’t Mysteronised.”
“Thank you, “
the colonel grumbled. “You’re really
too kind.”
“You know that
Agent Conners was convinced that you actually had been Mysteronised?”
“Conners,”
White repeated, musing. “Yes. I remember he paid me a visit in hospital.”
It was the day
after the Spectrum commander had been admitted. Special Agent Conners had arrived at the hospital and had asked –
no, ‘demanded’ was more the word – to see him without delay. Captain Blue was already there, with Doctor
Fawn. White didn’t feel well enough at
the time to receive visitors; he was only just starting to recover from his
various wounds and the loss of blood he had suffered, and was right at the
height of those awful headaches caused by his returning memory. Due to Conners’ growing insistence, and
perhaps to avoid him making a scene right in the middle of the hospital
hallway, Fawn had reluctantly agreed that he could see his patient. But he had specifically forbidden him to ask
any stressful questions for the moment.
Conners was satisfied enough with that, and Blue entered with him, to
make sure he would follow the doctor’s orders.
At least, that was the official reason.
The encounter was uneventful. To all appearances, anyway. White was still very weak, and was looking
pale. He was nearly knocked out from
medication and merely acknowledged the man’s presence – probably the most civil
encounter the two men had ever had.
There was a nurse in there, removing the colonel’s soiled bandages to
check on his wounded shoulder. Under
Blue’s watchful eye, Conners did nothing more than look on, as the nurse tended
to the wound and put a new dressing on it.
He merely asked White how he felt now, if he would be so kind as to
agree to see him when he recovered, to answer a few questions, and politely
wished him a speedy recovery. Then he
went quietly out the door. So much for
his theory that the Spectrum commander had been taken over by the Mysterons.
White hadn’t
seen Conners since that moment. He had
learned that Conners had questioned the hospital staff who were there when he
had been admitted, and that he had consulted the files regarding his admission
and the care he had received. But he
hadn’t come back to bother the colonel again.
That was intriguing enough, in White’s view. Conners wasn’t the kind of man to let go that easily.
It occurred to White that Conners had been taken off the
investigation. The fact that Wade was
now in front of him was a good indication that he had been right.
“Sorry he
disturbed you there,” Wade said with a rather apologetic smile. “But he was so sure of his theory that he
convinced even me.”
White raised an
eyebrow. The Intelligence agent
shrugged again.
“I’ve got to admit, he had some
valid points. That’s why I gave him
permission to come to Cloudbase in the first place, while this latest affair
with the Mysterons was happening.”
“I trust his
suspicions – and yours at the same time – have been laid to rest?” White
remarked, eyeing the other man carefully.
“Oh,
certainly,” Wade agreed, sipping the last drop of tea from his cup.
“Mister Conners
must have been disappointed,” White noted, for he knew the man didn’t like him
at all.
Wade seemed
surprised by his remark. He shook his
head. “Disappointed? No… I wouldn’t say that. Upset that he was wrong, perhaps.”
“I bet.”
Wade poured
some more tea into White’s cup and handed it to him. The colonel nodded his thanks.
“Colonel, I
know Special Agent Conners didn’t have any real evidence to back up his
accusations… But as I said, he had
valid points. We couldn’t reach you,
nobody had seen you or heard from you in days…
And your Cloudbase officers weren’t helping any. They were so secretive about this
affair… It was looking suspicious.”
“Enough to
warrant an investigation?”
“Enough to look
into it, anyway. I’m sorry. If I had been able to actually contact you…”
“But you
WEREN’T able to contact me.”
“No. And that’s why I permitted Conners to go on
with his investigation.” Wade
sighed. “I think he went a bit
far. Going to the extent of actually
accusing Cloudbase officers…”
“Well, don’t be
too hard on him,” White murmured, looking down into his cup. “He could have been right.”
“About you
being Mysteronised?”
Colonel White
nodded thoughtfully. Senior Agent
Thomas Wade didn’t know the entire story.
Not the full details, anyway.
That was a difficult matter, and White didn’t know yet how to handle it,
whether the truth should be brought out or not. Mainly because of Cloudbase officers’ involvement in hiding it in
the first place. He realized that they
had done this out of a sense of loyalty toward him, and to keep and protect
Spectrum’s integrity – or so they said.
White had no reason to doubt them.
And judging by what Shelby had told him, while he was on the Drake, it had turned out their
suspicions about what could happen had been right. Beside, could he be less loyal to them than they had been to
him? But keeping all this a secret from
Intelligence didn’t seem right to Colonel White. It made him uncomfortable.
At least, part
of the truth was out. Wade knew about
the real meaning behind the Mysterons’ cryptic threat. He knew about their intention of using
retired Admiral Charles Grey and the ship he had commanded twenty-five years
ago to strike at a cruise liner full of innocent people. He knew about Colonel White having been
kidnapped at some point, that they tried to drug him – but he wasn’t aware of
the full extent of what he had had to endure from those who had captured him.
As far as Wade
knew, because of his personal involvement in this affair, Colonel White had
simply joined in the ground operation to stop the Mysterons. And that it had turned out terribly wrong
and nearly had deadly consequences for him.
“They could
have done it,” White responded to the Senior Agent’s remark. “They probably would have done it, if their
plan had not called for them to use me as a human to enter the Naval Armament
Depot in Bristol… And to eventually
make me witness the deaths of all those people onboard the de Brus. I suppose I was
lucky, even considering… everything that happened.”
“Well, the
point is, Colonel, that they didn’t do it.
And I guess that’s what really counts.
For all of us. And more
importantly, for you.”
“Thank you,
Thomas.”
Wade
frowned. “You didn’t tell me exactly
how you managed to convince them you were on their side.”
White
shrugged. “They drugged me. They thought they had me under their power.”
“But you
weren’t.”
“No.”
“They tried to
trick you into doing things for them, but YOU tricked THEM.”
“That’s about
it, yes.”
“How did you
achieve that, exactly?”
White smiled
slightly. “I suppose I proved stronger
than they anticipated.”
“I won’t
dispute that, Colonel.” Wade stared at
the older man for a few seconds. “And
Spectrum had this operation under control all the time?”
There was a
note of scepticism in Wade’s tone.
White grinned again, this time broadly.
“Have you ever seen me leaving anything to chance, Thomas?”
“When you’re
out of options, sir, I would have to say yes.”
“I knew what I
was doing. I was a ground agent once.”
“A LONG time
ago.”
“Now, that’s
not very tactful, Thomas! I’m still
quite capable of handling that kind of situation myself. I’m not that old!”
“Which can only
be a comforting thought for me. I turn
fifty next week…”
“Happy
birthday.”
“…And I’m sure
I don’t have half the energy you have yourself.”
And certainly not half the bruises, White mused grimly. His muscles and bones would still be aching for weeks to come, he
was sure of that.
“Anyway,
Colonel, what I’m saying is: you’re still Spectrum’s supreme commander. We need you. You shouldn’t take unnecessary risks like that.”
“You know, I
wasn’t exactly given the choice to get involved or not!” White answered with a
forced smile.
Wade gave a
smile of his own; he shook his head.
“I do hope this
experience will be enough for you and that you’ll stay quiet for a while. You’d better leave that kind of activity to
your men.”
“I’ll try to
keep that in mind next time I’m kidnapped,” White replied dryly. “Which, hopefully, will NOT happen again!”
“I hope so too,
Colonel. But with the Mysterons…”
“I’m not ONLY concerned with the
Mysterons, Thomas.” White paused. His stare became cold and somewhat
distant. “There’s the Network as well,
now. I don’t much fancy the idea of
having a group of human collaborators with the Mysterons running around. And who seem to have infiltrated world
security organisations.”
Wade nodded
grimly
Sounds coming
from the access door, a few yards away from them, attracted the two men’s
attention, and made them raise their heads in the same instant. They saw Rhapsody and Destiny enter through
the sliding door, closely followed by Harmony and Symphony; all of them were in
animated conversation, and seemed in a good mood. Having spotted where Colonel White was sitting, they headed
toward him. Wade smiled slightly and
got to his feet, putting down his empty cup.
“It seems you
have important visitors, sir,” he said to White, before consulting his
watch. “I should get going,
anyway. I must be in London this
afternoon.”
“You’re
finished with your investigation, then?” White asked quietly.
“What
‘investigation’?” Wade replied with an
innocent expression on his face.
“Nobody said anything about an investigation. It was just a courtesy visit, sir. To get your news…”
The tone used by Senior Agent Wade
was enough for Colonel White to understand that the man knew much more about what
had happened than he was letting on.
But, for some reason, he was choosing to keep silent about it. The Spectrum commander nodded thoughtfully,
thankful that, for his officers’ sake, THIS man was, in any case, more
understanding than Martin Conners.
“Do inform me
if you have any new developments concerning the investigation into that Network
organisation,” White requested of him.
Following
standard procedure, Spectrum Intelligence had been handed everything discovered
about that organisation during the recent operation. That was Intelligence’s role, anyway, to do that kind of
job. To the colonel’s surprise, Wade
shook his head.
“Not yet, I won’t.” White addressed him a withering look, but
Wade simply smiled again. “Sorry. But I shouldn’t even have bothered you with
it today. Doctor Fawn would have my
guts if he finds out I mentioned it to you.
Says it’s a hazardous subject, as far as you’re concerned. For now, anyway. And remember, you’re convalescent. So no work for you for the time being.” He watched, as the four Angel pilots approached. “I’ll leave you in good company, for now.”
“Have a good
trip back home, then. And give my
regards to your charming wife.”
“Will do,
Colonel. Take care of yourself.”
Senior Agent
Wade gave the colonel an encouraging pat on his good shoulder, and then turned
away from him. He walked through the
group of Angels, exchanging salutations with them in passing, before directing
his steps toward the exit. He soon
disappeared behind the sliding door.
The four Angel pilots had reached
Colonel White and stood quietly in front of him. He stared at them, full of curiosity. Instinctively, he reached again for his itching shoulder, but
stopped short. He dropped his hand down
again, hoping nobody had noticed. He
gave a shy smile around.
“Shouldn’t at
least two of you be in the Amber Room right now?”
His tone was
civil enough, and very quiet, but the Angels thought they heard a certain note
of disapproval in it. They exchanged
discomfited glances, obviously unsure how to respond to this remark. White regretted his words right away. That
wasn’t very nice of you, Charlie. The
girls have obviously come for a social visit.
He cleared his throat, uncomfortable, and tried to make amends.
“I’m sorry,
ladies. I’m forgetting that I’m still
convalescing and off-duty. I can’t
order you around for now.” The smile he
gave had something singularly malicious about it. “So I suggest you take advantage of the situation while it
lasts.”
“We won’t stay
long, sir,” Symphony assured him, speaking for them all. “We don’t intend to jeopardize Cloudbase’s
security.”
“I’m sure you
don’t.” White shook his head, a puzzled
twinkle in his eyes. “So, how can I
help you?”
“Actually,
sir,” Harmony replied, “that should be our line.”
“Sorry?”
“We appointed
ourselves the welcoming committee,” Symphony explained.
“Welcoming
committee? You sound as if I’d been
gone a very long time!”
“Well, you’ve
certainly came a long way, sir,” Rhapsody remarked. “And it felt like an eternity before you… er…”
“…came back to
normal?” the colonel offered, raising a questioning eyebrow.
Rhapsody
nodded. Destiny moved closer to
White. “We wanted to welcome you back
officially, sir,” she said with her deep, accented voice. “And to tell you how good it is to see you
back amongst us… Melody shares the
thought too, but as you guess, she’s actually on duty, in Angel One. She asked me to convey her good wishes on
her behalf.” She then bent down and
kissed White on both cheeks. “Bienvenue, mon Colonel,” she said in a
very official tone.
A totally
startled White stared at Destiny, then at each of the other girls for a moment,
not sure how to act. Then he gave a
big, broad smile, one of those the Angels seldom saw from him. He was only known to smile like that when he
was in a remarkably good mood, which wasn’t too often.
“That’s really very kind of you,
Angels,” he said gently. “Thank you.”
“We really were
concerned for you, sir,” Harmony remarked.
“And still are
a bit,” Symphony added.
Her tone was betraying her
discomfort. Looking around, Colonel
White realised instantly that the sentiment was shared by the others.
“Well, there’s
no need for that, anymore,” he answered, wanting to reassure them. “The nightmare is over now, and I should be
back on duty very soon.” He moved
uneasily in his wheelchair, trying to find a more comfortable position, and
then ran his good hand over the back of his sore neck, grunting. “I’ll really be glad to be out of this
thing. I feel like I’m growing roots in
here!”
The Angels exchanged glances again;
then, they spread out around their colonel.
He watched in perplexity, while Rhapsody took his cup to pour some more
tea. Harmony moved behind him; he
suddenly felt her small but strong and warm hands on his shoulders, starting to
gently rub them. He was too startled to
react right away.
“You just have
to relax, sir,” he heard the Chinese girl’s quiet voice tell him. “A little massage is just what you need.”
“Massage?”
White repeated hesitantly. “I admit
it’s tempting but I don’t think…”
“You are all
knots in here. Relax. You will feel better afterwards.”
He could
already feel the heat through his neck muscles; he had to confess, it wasn’t so
bad at all; and he would probably had enjoyed himself much more if he didn’t
feel it was somehow unbecoming.
“Harmony, I
really do think that you should…”
“Have some more
tea, Colonel?” Rhapsody interrupted
him, handing him back his cup.
“Would you like
to come closer to the window?” Symphony asked in turn. She had firmly taken one handle of the
wheelchair, while, at the same time, Destiny had done the same with the other
one. White saw the two girls locking
eyes with each other, in an almost challenging pose. He rolled his eyes in exasperation. While the girls’ attention was very flattering, it was also
becoming too overwhelming – and also quite embarrassing. But he didn’t want to sound ungrateful, or
lose patience with them. After all,
they were only trying to be nice to him.
And considering the recent events, if he were to get angry, there was a
good chance that it would alarm them.
“Ladies,
please,” he tried with as even a voice he could produce. “I really, REALLY don’t think I need all
this fuss. While I find it very
flattering, I’m quite capable of fending for myself.”
“We’re NOT fussing!” Destiny protested. She sounded offended at the thought.
“Yes, you are,”
Colonel White insisted between his teeth, keeping himself under control.
“But even so,
sir,” Symphony then replied, “we don’t get the chance to do it too often.”
White almost snorted hearing
that. He considered himself too old to
be the centre of such attention from young women… and at the same time, still
much too young to accept being treated like an ageing and impotent old man.
The access door
a few yards from the spot where they all were slid open, without anybody even
noticing it. Captain Scarlet entered
the Promenade Deck, a gift-wrapped package in his hands, and stopped in his
tracks on seeing Colonel White surrounded by the four Angels. He tilted his head to one side and looked
with perplexity at the scene. Then,
understanding of what was happening dawned on him, and he smiled with
amusement, seeing how unsettled his commander appeared to be.
Swiftly, before
his presence became noticed, he slipped into the cover of a copse of high
bushes near the door and kept watching what was going on. The
old man looks as if he needs some help, he noticed, trying very hard not to
laugh. He wondered how long he would be
able to keep himself in check. Not
long, if he were to bet on it. The best
thing would be to intervene discreetly.
Scarlet dropped
down his cap mic. “Captain Blue?” he
called, almost in a whisper, so nobody would hear him. “Do you feel like mounting another rescue
mission today?”
Meanwhile,
Colonel White was really starting to get annoyed with all the attention he was
getting. Impatiently, he tried to brush
away Harmony’s massaging hands, still working on his shoulders.
“Harmony, stop
that,” he said with apparent exasperation in his tone. “That will be enough, thank you very much.”
“Are you sure, Colonel?” the Chinese girl asked, obviously
disappointed. “You are still a little
tense…”
“Yes, yes, I’m
sure. Your massage did me a lot of
good.” White sighed deeply. “I’m just… tired. I think I’d better go back to my room.”
“Are you
feeling all right, sir?” Destiny asked in concern.
“Yes, I’m all
right. I’m JUST tired.” White was distraught. He didn’t want to get angry, so he wouldn’t upset
and frighten the girls, but if he was to say he was feeling tired, and judging
by their worried expressions, he would alarm them all the same, but for a
different reason. How could he get away
from their attentions?
At about that
desperate moment, the Promenade Deck speakers let out a loud whistle, and a
stern voice made itself heard through it, startling almost everybody in the
room:
“Attention all
personnel! Routine exercise for all
on-duty personnel. Report to stations
immediately. Angel pilots, prepare to
take-off for target practice. Off-duty
personnel report to the conference room in ten minutes!”
That was the
voice of Captain Blue; the Angels looked at each other with dismay upon their
faces.
“Oh no!”
Harmony murmured.
“Captain Bligh
strikes again,” Symphony murmured under her breath.
White gave her
a curious look; he had enormous trouble not to let out a sigh of relief. He tried to hide his satisfaction behind a
faint, somewhat shy smile. “You’d
better go now, ladies. Before you catch
hell from your acting commander.”
“Right,”
Destiny agreed with a sigh. “Let’s go,
girls. You know Captain Blue does not
like to wait.”
The others
reluctantly nodded their acknowledgment, before moving toward the access door,
regretfully leaving the colonel behind.
Symphony and Harmony were marching up front, very quickly, and the
hidden Scarlet could see the intense dissatisfaction on their faces.
”I will be glad when the colonel is back in command,” Harmony
commented with a grumbling tone.
“Tell me about it!”
Symphony replied between her teeth.
“I’ve had about enough of Blue’s power trips! Wait ‘til I get my hands on him!”
Uh-oh! Adam’s
in trouble with his lady friend, Scarlet mused, not without a certain amusement. He wondered how his friend would get out of
that one, and find a way to defuse
Symphony’s anger.
Not really a problem there,
actually.
The two remaining Angels were about
to follow their fellow pilots, when Colonel White suddenly caught hold of
Rhapsody’s forearm, stopping her in her tracks. She turned back toward him with an inquiring look. He exchanged a glance with her, before
looking down, uncharacteristically hesitant when he next spoke:
“I… er… I would
like to talk to you for a few minutes, if you please, Rhapsody.”
She
hesitated. Destiny was only three feet
away from them, wondering if she should wait or go.
“I’m… scheduled
for duty in Angel Two, sir, and…”
“Oh, do
stay!” Destiny suddenly
interrupted. “I’ll cover your shift for
you this time, Rhapsody.”
The English
pilot shot a withering look at her grinning and departing friend.
“Thanks,
Destiny,” she said coolly, keeping herself from frowning. “Leaving me with the monkeys again, are
you?”
Rhapsody could
almost hear Destiny chuckle mischievously.
Scarlet was still hidden behind the bushes, unnoticed. He watched as the French woman strode out
through the sliding door to get into the elevator. Then he turned his attention back to Colonel White and Rhapsody. He stayed where he was, and waited. Now was not the moment to show himself, as
he had a feeling the colonel had some unfinished business to attend to with the
Angel pilot. The latter was standing in
front of her commander, waiting to know what he wanted from her. She could see the puzzled expression in his
blue eyes, as he was staring at her.
“I hope I’m not
the monkey?” he asked, unsure.
Rhapsody
chuckled. The confusion in White was
understandable, considering the exchange she just had with Destiny, but had
absolutely no motivation. She smiled
kindly.
“No, sir, that
had nothing to do with you. It’s an old
story and, as they say: you had to be there.”
She paused a second, then cleared her throat. “Now… what can I do for you, sir?”
White was now
looking rather sombre. He shook his
head. “Sit down, please.”
Rhapsody was really
curious to know what this was all about; she obeyed his request, and sat on the
chair in front of him. She waited for
him to speak. The colonel seemed
uncharacteristically shy, right now. He
was avoiding looking her straight in the eye, and was staring, without really
seeing, at the tip of his slipper, at the end of his injured, elevated
leg. It took several seconds before he
could bring himself to address the young woman.
“I… hem… I
wanted to see you in private, Rhapsody.
So I could offer you my most sincere apologies.”
She
frowned. “Whatever for?”
“Do you need to
ask?” White finally raised his eyes to
look at her. “My behaviour towards you…
was inexcusable.”
“You weren’t
yourself, sir. You don’t need to
apologise.”
“Yes, I
do. Rhapsody, I can’t even BEGIN to
forgive myself. The LEAST I can do now
is ask for YOUR forgiveness.” White’s
features became hard. “I kidnapped
you. Mistreated you… Terrorised you. I… I hit you. And even
held a knife against your throat.” He
shivered at the mere thought of that moment, and swallowed hard, before
clearing his throat. “God knows what
could have happened if you hadn’t been able to contact Spectrum. Dear Lord, maybe I could have…”
He stopped;
Rhapsody could only imagine what was going through his mind, by seeing the pain
in his blue, suddenly distant eyes. She
leaned toward him, gently reached for his hand, and smiled warmly.
“I really don’t
think you would have hurt me, sir.”
“I wish I could
be certain of that,” he replied gloomily.
“But I had so little control over myself at the time…” He shook his head, sighing. “I really never meant you to get hurt, Rhapsody. Not willingly, anyway. But… to think that because of me, you were
almost raped…”
“Because of
you?”
“I feel responsible. If I had not taken you prisoner, that scum
Dempsey would NEVER have come near you.”
“You can’t know
that. I could have been killed instead
– and Captain Ochre with me – in your friend’s house.” White kept silent; apparently, he wasn’t
convinced. Rhapsody moved on: “Sir,
that’s the kind of risk that comes with our job. I wouldn’t be in Spectrum if I didn’t accept that. Or if I couldn’t take care of myself.”
A faint smile
swept across the colonel’s lips, at the memory of how he had found Dempsey,
with a broken nose, sprawled at the feet of the young woman he had attempted to
assault.
“Yes, I know
you can take care of yourself,” he said, nodding thoughtfully. He then pointed to the dressing put on his
left temple. “I still have the wound to
prove it.”
Rhapsody
scowled. “I hope it doesn’t leave a
scar.”
“Don’t worry,
it won’t. And you’re not the only one
responsible for that, you know: I got repeatedly hit over the head, during that
dreadful adventure. I wish it would
have brought me back to my senses before I made a mess of things!”
That was a
pitiful attempt at a joke. Rhapsody
shook her head, still feeling bad.
“Nevertheless, I’m really sorry I hit you with that bottle.”
“Don’t be. I deserved it. Rhapsody, you were afraid for your life. You thought I was a Mysteron; I had become
violent. How could you know I wasn’t
going to hurt you?”
“I could have
killed you.”
“You didn’t
kill me; in fact, I would say that you saved my life after that. I remember.
YOU could have been killed when you pushed me away from that
bullet. You could have been hit instead
of me. But you didn’t hesitate.”
“I knew the
truth by then. That you had been
drugged, and were not really aware of what you were doing. I couldn’t let you be killed. I HAD to do something.”
“Regardless of
everything I had done to you?”
“Really,
sir… I can hardly hold that against
you.”
“Not even for
the way I embarrassed you?”
Rhapsody stared
at him; wondering what he could be referring to exactly. White sighed; he looked very uncomfortable. “You know…
That question I asked you.
About… you and me…”
He watched as
understanding then dawned on her. He
thought he saw some red coming to her cheeks, but it was just for a moment, as
she slowly settled straight on her chair, and nodded thoughtfully.
“Oh, now I
see. THAT question.” She cleared her throat. “Well, yes… I must admit it WAS
embarrassing.”
“I don’t know
what possessed me to ask you that!” White said, with a bashful enough
expression on his face. “I… my mind was
in complete turmoil at the time. With
huge gaps in my memory. I couldn’t even
remember most of my past, except through a thick haze. Let alone remember exactly what had happened
the day before! I thought for certain
that you were involved with… my capture by the enemy. So I…” He stopped,
scratching his head in embarrassment.
“I rather naturally assumed you had seduced me… in order to…”
The colonel
stopped again, seeming at a loss for words.
Rhapsody could see how unsettled he was by the whole situation. He had gone through enough, she
reflected. No sense in dragging it out.
“I forgive you,
sir,” she said gently. “I accept your
apologies. For everything.”
White blew a
deep sigh of relief. “Thank you.”
“…But under ONE
condition,” Rhapsody added swiftly.
He stared at
her, concern in his eyes, but was quickly reassured when next she spoke: “I
still recall that I owe you that bottle of brandy I broke over your head…”
“Rhapsody…”
“I told you I
would replace it,” Rhapsody continued, without listening to the colonel’s
protests. “So, next time I go to my
father’s, I’ll sneak into his cellar… and steal the best bottle of brandy he
has, just for you.”
White stared at
her with perplexity. He frowned. “From your father’s cellar?” He gave it some deep thought, then nodded
slowly. “Would you make it a bottle of
Cognac, instead?”
Rhapsody
chuckled. “Whatever you want, sir.”
“You’ll drink
it with me.”
“Here on
Cloudbase?”
That was a
joke, of course; and White knew that perfectly well. “Of course not,” he replied, with a frown of fake
seriousness. “You know that drinking on
duty…”
“…is a most
serious offence,” Rhapsody finished for him.
He nodded
musingly. “I do tend to repeat myself,
don’t I?”
“Not that
often, sir.”
“You’re trying
to be nice to me, now.” White shrugged. “I was thinking that, I owe you something
myself; a musical, next time we’re both in London…”
“That’s not
really necessary, Colonel.”
“But I do
insist. And I won’t take no for an
answer.”
Rhapsody
sighed. “All right, then. Since you put it that way.”
“Although I’m
not sure Les Misérables will still be
on when we’re next able to get down there,” White remarked.
“It doesn’t
matter, sir. Whatever it is, I’m sure
it will be fine.”
“Then it’s
settled.” Colonel White gave the young
woman pilot a satisfied grin. He was
looking as if a great weight had been lifted off his shoulders. “Well, that went better than I thought it
would,” he noted with a sigh. “I’ve got
a lot of amends to make to a lot of people, you know. After all the things I did…”
Rhapsody
nodded, understandingly. “That can’t be
easy for you,” she noted, knowing her commander’s pride, and how difficult it
must be for him to apologise to so many people, even – or rather especially –
when he wasn’t really responsible for all that had happened.
“I know my
failings, Rhapsody. And, no, it’s not
going to be easy. But I have to admit,
it’s going really well up so far.
People have been so… understanding.”
“They know what
you’ve been through, sir. That
shouldn’t surprise you.”
“Maybe so, but…
I’m still feeling very bad about all this.
I put everybody on edge, shot at people, threatened them… Doctor Fawn
wasn’t so sure I wouldn’t attack him, the first day he visited me in that
civilian hospital. And poor Captain
Magenta… what I did to his nose...”
“He’ll survive,
sir,” Rhapsody smiled. “You know he’s
tough. With his background, it's
probably not the first time either.”
“Well that doesn’t minimize the fact
that I nearly killed him,” White grumbled.
“He DID accept my apologies, quite gracefully, I might add. Despise his rather… chaotic background, he’s
also a very decent and nice person.”
White looked thoughtful for a moment.
“You know, Captain Ochre surprised me most of all.”
“Really?”
“Well, knowing him,
I fully expected him to hold a grudge against me, considering I put a bullet in
his shoulder.”
“He doesn’t?”
White shook his
head. “No, quite the contrary,
actually. He was really quite
magnanimous. Said we were even, as I’d
been shot through the shoulder too.”
White frowned, thoughtful. “He
even recommended to me the nurse who took personal care of him during his
convalescence.”
Rhapsody gave
him an odd look. “Nurse Lang?”
“Yes, that’s
the name. Ochre says she’s
extraordinarily caring. She should
start this afternoon. You know her?”
“I’ve… heard of
her.” Rhapsody hesitated. She was trying her best not to openly
chuckle at Ochre’s far too obvious attempt at a practical joke at the colonel’s
expense. That he should even have the
nerve to actually do it was disconcerting enough. Obviously, THIS was his way of really getting even with his
commander.
Seeing the
expression on the young pilot’s face, Colonel White realised something was
afoot. He narrowed his eyes at her,
curious.
“What? Is something wrong? Or have I said something funny?”
“Funny,
sir?” Rhapsody paused, pondering what
to do or to say. She didn’t want to
blow the whistle on Ochre. On the other
hand, keeping silent seemed awfully unfair to White.
“Have you ever
read Virgil, sir?”
The colonel
stared at her; what an odd question… “A
long time ago, yes.”
“Then, you must
know what he said about Greeks bearing gifts?”
She didn’t
elaborate; not that she would have the time to do so, if she had wanted
too. The access door had just opened
and they heard footsteps approaching; raising their heads to see who it was,
they saw Doctor Fawn, in full uniform, approaching cheerfully, a smile on his
face and a medical bag in his hand.
“Still here are
you, Colonel?” he said, addressing White.
“I thought I wouldn’t have to search for you too long.” He glanced at Rhapsody. “And you’re in charming company, I see.”
“Well, thank
you, Doctor,” Rhapsody replied, smiling.
Fawn nodded
toward White, still addressing the young woman. “I trust he’s been behaving himself?”
“Of course he
has!” Rhapsody scoffed. “What a thing
to say!”
“Well, I’ve got
my reasons,” Fawn deadpanned. “He’s not
the ideal patient, you know. I have all
the trouble in the world persuading him to rest in sickbay.”
“So that’s why
you sent me here now, is it?” White reflected.
“To get some peace and quiet.”
“Nothing gets
by you, does it, sir?” Fawn removed his
cap and put it on the table, along with his bag. “Mind if I borrow him for a few minutes, Rhapsody? I’ve got a few check-up tests to perform.”
“Not again!”
Colonel White moaned with obvious discontent.
“I thought I was finished with those tests!”
“Not as long as you are under my
responsibility and until I’m fully satisfied that you’re all right,” Fawn
replied dryly. “You’ve been through a
lot, sir, and I want to make sure you’re completely recovered before I agree to
release you from sickbay… and then back to active duty. I don’t want you risking a relapse of any
kind.”
White scowled
at those words. He didn’t need Doctor Fawn
to patronize him at all. But there was
little point protesting; the chief medical officer was the one calling the
shots in these circumstances, and even White had to follow his orders.
“Just be glad
that I don’t need you down in sickbay this time,” Fawn continued, less
harshly. “I’ll do some simple routine
check-ups right now, and you’ll still be able to admire the view.”
“Small
consolation,” White grumbled under his breath.
He knew very well that Fawn had heard him, but the doctor acted as if he
hadn’t.
“He’s all
yours, Doctor,” Rhapsody announced, getting to her feet. “I really must be going now. I should be in the Conference Room. You know Captain Blue doesn’t joke about
discipline.”
“Not another one
of those dreadful lectures?” Fawn said, lifting an eyebrow. “Well, at least this time, I don’t have to
give it.” He smiled gently. “Do tell me what this one is all about.”
“Are you sure
you REALLY want to know?” Rhapsody
leaned toward the colonel. “Get better
soon, PLEASE, sir,” she told him, almost in confidence. “We can’t wait to have you back in command!”
“I’ll do my
best,” White promised. “With the
doctor’s expert help.”
Rhapsody answered with a smile and
then, after nodding her goodbyes to Fawn, took her leave, striding toward the
exit. Behind her, she could hear the
doctor opening his bag, before asking Colonel White to give him his free arm,
so he could to take a blood sample. The
grumble she heard coming from her commander told her he was reluctantly
agreeing to the demand.
The Angel pilot
had reached the door, but didn’t have time to open it before she heard a
rustling sound coming from behind the bushes to her right. Glancing that way, she saw Captain Scarlet
emerging from them, a bashful and mischievous smile upon his handsome
face. She frowned in perplexity.
“How long have
you been hiding in there?” she asked, in a falsely accusatory tone.
“Long enough to
wonder if I should get jealous,” Scarlet answered with a faint laugh. He gave a quick glance in Colonel White and
Doctor Fawn’s direction; too involved with the medical check-up, neither were
paying attention to what was going on around them, and hadn’t seen him
yet. Scarlet gently took his fiancée by
the arm and pulled her behind the bushes, although not as far as he had
previously been himself; he then permitted himself to kiss her cheek.
“Careful, now,”
she whispered, putting a hand on his chest, as if trying to stop him from going
further, but obviously not really wanting to.
“You’re taking an enormous risk, here.”
“I spend my
entire life taking risks, Angel,” he reminded her with a smile. “This is just one more… And one that’s worth it, might I add.”
“That’s not the
risk I was referring to,” Rhapsody replied with a mischievous grin of her
own. “If you start spying on me now…”
“What, frustrated that I might
actually be better at it than you are?”
Scarlet laughed. “Anyway, I
wasn’t spying on you.” He glanced once
more toward Colonel White, who, at the moment, was giving every appearance of a
man who had really had enough, as Doctor Fawn listened to his heart rate with
his stethoscope. “I just guessed that
the colonel wanted to clear things between the two of you. So I kept out of the way, so he could have
the opportunity.”
Rhapsody
nodded. “Thank you,” she said. “He wanted to apologise. For the way he acted toward me. It seemed to be important to him.”
“I can relate
to that,” Scarlet remarked, his eyes not leaving White. “He seems a lot better, now.”
“He IS a lot
better, Paul,” Rhapsody replied with a smile.
“It’s really good to see him coming back to his old self.”
“THAT I can
also relate to.” Scarlet stared at the
young woman with a thoughtful glance.
“Did he… mention anything yet about the ring?”
“Not a word as
yet,” she answered shaking her head.
“Paul, I’m pretty sure that if he had intended to ask me about it, he
would have done so just now.”
“Unless Fawn
interrupted him.”
“I didn’t get
that impression.” Rhapsody thought for
a moment. “Could it be that he doesn’t
remember?”
“Doctor Fawn
did mention him having some confused recollections,” Scarlet nodded, wondering
about that himself. “Maybe that’s one
of them.” He shrugged. “I expect we’ll find out soon enough.”
Meanwhile, Doctor Fawn was still
doing his check-up on a morose Colonel White, who was placidly waiting for him
to finish checking his blood pressure – hopefully as soon as possible, as he
hated to go through these routines. He
was looking about, trying to take his mind off it, and not to look as impatient
as he was feeling. It was then that,
turning his head in the direction of the door, he noticed that Rhapsody had not
yet left. She was still there, standing
next to the closed door, talking with Captain Scarlet. White could see both of them well, half
hidden behind a copse of bushes. Their
conversation seemed to be agreeable enough, judging by the way the young woman
was smiling. And Scarlet was smiling
back at her. Warmly… affectionately, even…
Seeing them
there together reminded White of something.
He frowned, searching in his mind for the memory. He knew it was something that had happened
recently, when he was under the influence of that Dream Spinner; but it kept eluding him…
And suddenly, he remembered. The ring Rhapsody wore on the chain around her neck, with that small charm he ha